alcoholism anyone?

[ironylvslindsey]

i wish i could hang out with all my old friends. i wish i could handel it. none of them are sober so for me, what i do is when i see someone functioning ok in life and sometimes drinking or getting high but there life is still managable... i start thinking well maybe i can do it, maybe i can get high once a week or less, maybe i dont have to get

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[abjectfailure]

i appreciate all that. but im not saying all that cuz im quitting. im quitting cuz i got myself in a lot of trouble and might possibly go to jail and when i get out i will be on probation. and my parents are gonna hate me so ill be grounded for life. so thats why i said no social life. im only quitting cuz i have to not cuz i cant control it. but i really appreciate everything. and im soo sorry but i dont think i can hang out today. i have to work with my mom to try and get my transfered to katy. and we have to like do all this paper work and she wanted to do it today but ill call you <3

[ironylvslindsey]

this wasnt about u tara! lol, i mean i dont really think your an alcoholic, thats not for me to say but i just dont. this stuff is just on my mind alot lately. and yeah call me! lol
ps what did u do?