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Peaceful
I felt peaceful today for the first time in a long time, just really cherished the new dawn this morning and the unstoppable force that is life. I found myself dancing in the Sweet's Ballroom for hourrrrrrrz, on the fall path, balancing the light and the dark both within and without ❤ diggin the vibez, meowment to meowment. -
I killed the snake
Today I ended my relationship with Jake "the Snake ( Read more... ) -
Heavy
It's heavy because it's love and I am TRYING. Well, I left my planet too, but you failed to notice. -
Letter to Myself - Don't forget your North Star
Dear Self ( Read more... ) -
The weight on my shoulders gets heavier as I get older
I haven't made a public entry in a long time. Mostly because bad shit had happened and all of my entries were too personal to share in public. I had no choice but to turn my back for a while until now because I am finding myself alone at this particular moment in time and I am thinking about my grandfather ( Read more... ) -
the man cave
so we went over to d's house last night for a couple hours (the man cave) and wow, he has a very awesome space for music making indeed. Got to hear several songs and parts of songs on bass guitar/guitar and computer. I really like the vibes these songs give off and this was not even with everyone there (will go back for that this weekend most ( Read more... ) -
Hello again it's been a long time
The loneliness is worse when you feel lonely and you are living in the most populated city you have ever lived in. Things have been stagnant for so long now, maybe 3 years since I have been back living in California. I'm sure it's all my fault. I had locked myself away in the East Coast for so long I forgot everything... but I was busy so it didn't ( Read more... ) -
The Crown, The Purse, The World Shattered
It only took a year but I finally realized why I was the way I was before. I remember why I shut out the real world and decided I didn't need it. I thought I reached a point where I was strong enough to keep everything about myself contained within myself even while being out of my own chains. I didn't think anything would change. Not this precious ( Read more... ) -
My "911 Camera" App Idea
I thought of a new app idea. It would be called 911 Camera. Instead of calling 911 you open and record on the 911 camera app on your phone which auto dials as it's recording and the live video gets Transmitted to authorities as your recording which can later be used as evidence. Meanwhile the operator is talking to you and can see everything that's ( Read more... )