god bless Aidan. hes such a sweetheart. when im sad, he makes me happy. im so glad i have him as my friend. i love you aidan!!

i guess it had not hit me untill this morning that yes indeed, i must be really depressed... i listen to thursday all the time but latley if i hear it i cry. i know thats really gay but fuck it, its my journal i should be able to write how i feel and this is how i feel. i cry when i listen to thursday. i guess its because its really emotional and ( Read more... )

the worst day of my pathetic life. i hate school, i hate guys, i had allergies, gym teachers, mean people, time, lack of food, soda machines, freshmen, and being late!! also i hate math. fuck math in the ass.

but thanks for the hugs today cody, you rule. <3 and thank god for my friends who were there with me all day, i would have broke down if you ( Read more... )

I used to have dreams of someday marrying him.... now i have dreams i talk to him.... could it be that Im losing my romeo again? Why does he run away from me like this? Whereever he is, I hope hes safe.

Ill can feel myself falling back into depression again. i need to see a doctor...

ill be your hero if you need me....

wow im so mad this morning. i was a little upset last night but after the dream i had im really mad. the night before last i had a dream mike proposed to me at like, walmart or something and i thought it was funny so i told him about it. i guess he got weirded out because he was like, "i have to go ill talk to you later." i just sighed and let him ( Read more... )

wow today was the first day of school. i like all my classes. i only have 1 friend in my 1st block class though.. poor me. im still debating whether or not i should drop it and take tennis. im thinking i shoud drop it lol. but yeah... 2nd is culinary with <3 christina, shes so awesome. we get to go to lunch early, wich is awesome!! lol. i <3 fooood ( Read more... )

alright, alright. first off im going to clearly state to anyone who reads my Live Journal [kyle] that if you dont like what i write in here, dont look at it. notice its a JOURNAL. my personal thoughts, feelings, ideas, ect. obviously, you are looking to get hurt. i speak my mind whether it hurts or not. clearly, you have too much time on your hands ( Read more... )

yesterday i woke up to my mom banging on my door telling me i overslept and my gramma was here to take me to my orth appointment. so i just went in my jammies. they had to do impressions again... yuck. yeah and those fuckers cut the inside of my mouth :o(... i could barally walk at all and i almost cried when i had to get in and out of my grammas ( Read more... )

why life blows right now:

- i cant walk

- i cant get dressed

- i cant pee

- i cant sit

- i cant move my arms

- my neck is stiff x10

- mike got a job in milwaukee at a hospital

-mikes not moving down here now

-mike totally forgot that he said he was moving down here to be with me

- im depressed

- i could barally take a shower

- all i do is sleep

- ( Read more... )

alright so last night i got beaten up my fatass... heres what happened ( Read more... )