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i still havent been able to take the bus yet. i write to many letters to julia to not be sending them and i have to many emotions to be alone everyday. i don't eat enough to be this fat and i'm not lapeer enough for this school. i'm not there enough for him and im not hot enough for them. i'm so sick of having to prove myself at this school, to ( Read more... ) -
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i spend a lot of time hearing a lot of things. sometimes listening, sometimes just hearing. most i would rather just hear. i suck as a person but i'm not sure if i deserve a lot of the things that i have to listen to, truthfully i deserve every second of it. i spend a lot of time debating on updating my livejournal with how i feel about myself, ( Read more... ) -
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okay so lets count how many friends i made today....oh wait, none. but i did hang out with a bunch of hot boys after school today. tonight ryan gates told me i was making a lot of changes. i am making a lot of changes, it's all being blown at me at once too. two days after i move to a "village" two hours away i have to go to a new school, were no ( Read more... ) -
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school starts on tuesday. doesn't sound like much fun, hopefully in my first hour class some cute boy will be like "oh, i went to this school my whole life..i'll show you all your classes and get lunch with you and pick you up after 7th hour and take you home and have sex!" doubtful. my new school is definitely really big and there are SO many ( Read more... ) -
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i had a bunch of pictures but i gave up, maybe later or something. when ashlee simpson first "came out" i was all like 'woah, she's rad!' no im like 'shut up, please'. i don't know what happened but now the only thing that matters is that shes totally hot. on friday i hung with albert downtown, we went to brazil and shared smokes and lemonade, ( Read more... ) -
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quite a few things made me happy tonight: hanging out with my aunt and alicia/seeing albert downtown/ albert's mohawk/ laughing with rob/ my bling bling on the DL/ HIGH C/ season finale of degrassi/ eating too many nooodles/ "kickin it"/ rob's safari man hat that he secretly bought from Marshall fields without anyone knowing because he was ( Read more... )
