So I've hit a brick wall. Literally and figuratively. Earlier I was walking around smoking trying to figure out what to do next with my ATACT story and I ran smack into the side of the SUB. I laughed. But seriously, I cannot figure out what to do next in this story. Its very frustrating. I know where I need to go in the story. I have millions of ( Read more... )

Fuuuuuuuuuck. So next saturday when we're in D.C. we're going to a masquerade party apparently. Our ex-editor-in-chief Roxie (who we are staying with) was invited by one of her co-workers and got us invited as well. So, yea.  I'm not sure what to do. Versha just messaged me to bring party clothes and a mask. Heh heh. I just examined my closet and ( Read more... )

So, I'm about halfway through Stone Butch Blues. Its so good, I just wish the topic my group has picked was coherent ( Read more... )

Blah... I'm so tired. I got about 2 hours of sleep last night. I ended up sleeping in the Conglomerate office because I studied until about 4:30-5:00 in the morning and thought it was pointless to walk back to the room if I planned on waking up at 7:00 to study some more. Of course it was very cold in the Congo office, but I got a good bit of rest ( Read more... )

I 'm at "home," or well my parent's house in Alex. I accidentally overslept, despite my mom waking me up, and missed church. I know my mom is going to be mad at me, but I really don't care. Is it wrong that when ever I'm with her my Faith waivers? Maybe its because when she talks about God and Faith its like she's talking down to me. I could never ( Read more... )

So... here I am, once again at newspaper... its 6:30 in the morning and the end is near. But I have to find some way to occupy my mind for the next two hours so that I can be awake for my 8:20 class. If I go to sleep now there is no waking me when its time to go to class. Its so strange. Because I know that as soon as we hit 4:00 that I won't get ( Read more... )

Ok. I broke. I went down to my car to get something and... what is that? A cigarette that must have fallen out of my pack? Oh... the temptation is too great. So I smoked it, and now I'm probably going to go buy  a pack. But hey 4 days isn't bad. And knowing that I can go this long makes me think that during a less stressful time I could go the ( Read more... )

So Latin class was fairly comedic. But it just reminded me of how much catching up I have to do. Now I am wondering if I should go home this weekend, because I know I won't study as much at home as I would here. Oh, well. I'll do my best ( Read more... )

Ah! I am such a crazy lazy procrastinating bum. So I still haven't finished my paper! GRRR! But I have gotten five chapters into my ATACT story. Ah, when inspiration strikes! Too bad it never strikes when I'm writing a paper ( Read more... )

I haven't smoked in two days! What a feat for me! Of course don't get too excited I'm not planning on quitting anytime soon, I'm just testing my limits, to see how long I can go without smoking. My cravings haven't been too bad. But I've never really been someone who was really completely addicted. I am actually proving at this moment that I really ( Read more... )