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[isa_burning]

"What terrifies you?"

To be touched.
To remember.

I gave nothing to myself.

I never used to fear love
until my body was being dragged into the sea...

"Quid Vides," Unto Ashes

I wonder if it is common to androgynes or to the human condition to feel alien.  A friend told me, once, that the genderqueers of the world were antennae for the deepest

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[garnet_gaijin]

Isa...

:/

What's going on?

[isa_burning]

I'm just reflecting. Don't worry about me.

[selfdeception]

I don't have a whole lot of valuable things to say..but your writings are wondrous.

But you cannot die, Isa. Some of us are nocturnal things, blossoming most completely by the light of the moon. Just as without the moonbeams we do not flourish, the moonbeams would inherently not exist without eyes to mark its existence. It is a cycle of loving, sharing, touching and existing.

[isa_burning]

You have plenty valuable to say. ♥

Don't worry. I have no intention of dying - just a lot of pain I needed to purge. I feel better now, and I love what you had to say about the moon.

the moonbeams would inherently not exist without eyes to mark its existence

::shiver:: Beautifully written, beautifully put. This made me happy. ♥

[bornbeautiful]

I wonder if it is common to the human race to have a desire to possess, to make something yours and yours alone, to fill it completely and wholly, to make it want to belong to you.

Yes. I think people use religion, love, sex, money, power, family. We're all looking for something different to take us over.

We need to look inside and take ourselves over. I haven't known you long, but you strike me as a person who knows how to do that better than others.

I feel a lot like a moonbeam sometimes, dancing in and out of people's lives, waxing and waning. Infiltrating and pouring myself into every corner and crack I can find only to look up and realize that it is only temporary, fey, a passing illusory moment.Moonbeams are real. Beautiful, radiant and peaceful. Moonbeams soften what lies beneath them. Gentle and forgiving is the moonlight, radiant is that which it possesses. It lasts just as long as the day. It is just as important. Some people are afraid of the dark, but some thrive in it

[isa_burning]

You write beautifully.

And that's a good point, about the temporality of the world. I had forgotten about that completely in my great emotional purging.

I do try to take myself over. I'm not keen on the idea of belonging to anyone but myself, although I viwe giving myself to someone (emotionally or what have you) as an entirely different matter. I am much cheered up.

♥

Thank you for the email! I meant to ask, and forgot. It has been noted.

[bornbeautiful]

yay for being cheered up. ^_^

i'm talking to you right now... lol.

*hugs*

♥