20th
I can't look at myself.
I can't look at Kanda.
I can't look at any of them.
Is this where I'm headed? Throw up my hands, close my eyes, sleep and never wake up...
Is it foolish to fight him, when he's there every second, every minute, every hour of every day?
I don't know...I don't know, I don't know, I don't know-
Mana, what do you want from me? Why aren't you here to tell me?
Why is it him and not you?
Back to normal. The one good thing about curses is that they end.
I apologize if I said or did anything strange over the weekend. Obviously, I...wasn't myself at all.
[Exorcist filter]
...I don't really know what to say. But I would never just give up. I never will.
I'm sorry for putting you all through that.
Kanda-
[ooc; SOMEBODY PLEASE TAKE HIM OUT, HE'S A MESS. ;;]