Thoughts pondered and ideas formed...

[isabella_cullen]

Rachel's latest Lj post has inspired me.

So I'm updating. :D

My life has ended up someplace unlike where I thought it would.
This past semester has almost concluded and I'm spending one last night procrastinating Like that's something new.. while I ponder openly about things that've been running like water through my head.

First, I'm almost

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[littlefall_rain]

We have to same birthday! First day of summer babies and the day after Edward's. Go us

[ninja_kitsune]

Growing up is only depressing if you make it out that way. And no offense, but you do seem to willingly cling to being naive and such =p I've told a few other friends this, but ultimately if you want a change in your life, then you just need to do it. There are a million excuses for not doing something. Don't tell me (or yourself) what you're going to do, show me

[aeternussanguis]

I totally feel you on everything girl. Growing up is lame. Why do we have to make decisions? Why do things have to get more complicated? Why can't we just have fun and do what makes up happy, because isn't life about being happy anyway? But it doesn't work like that unfortunately. This sucks.

[actingforlife]

I know how you feel about the whole growing up thing. I too have a Peter Pan complex. I wanna keep having fun, doing the things I want. Maybe that's why theater and film are so appealing to us...and about competition, there will always be competition, that doesn't mean you shouldn't try. I've auditioned for the same theater with the same director three times now, and only once was I cast. I agree with ninja_kitsune, don't isolate yourself from everyone, guaranteed it will make things worse. Keep talking to your friends, we'll listen, and hey if you need someone to talk to and Kelsy isn't around, feel free to call me, haven't talked to you in a long time, it would be nice to hear from you sometime. I may not be an old wise man, but I've been to China and Japan, maybe some Confucius and Buddhist knowledge rubbed off on me, lol.

Oh and seriously, come visit me when I'm in Japan. I'll be there the 09-10 school year.

[kasey_twilight]

Kayli I swear sometimes you are so like me that it is scary