I would love THIS to be a "happy-i-love-my-life"-post
...BUT IT IS NOT!
WHY? well where should I begin?
Today was a terrible day, because I had to face so many problems :(
I had to talk to my housemate and now good friend Lisa about a serious problem:
you gotta know, I just moved to Siegen, the new city, where I study now in October.
Everything was fine, until we discovered that in my room mildew has been developping
more and more in the cold months. Our hirer told us, he would fix it in Spring, but he is that
lazy, that we think it will never be done.
Because of that and the fact that we actually think we have to pay ALOT more money than the flat is worth we just decided to
move: OK, already shock enough, after just 5 months of living in there.
Furthermore my parents put alot of effort and money into that room so that it looks as good and nice as it looks now.
There would be NO problem at all, IF isa would not probably move to Spain for an ERASMUS year.
That means that the study programme called ERASMUS offers you the opportunity to study one year in another country, and I would
choose Spain to be this one, actually clever as I also study Spanish as my major language :)
SO, that would mean I have to move out in September...is it then worth looking for a new flat at all?
My housemate and me we actually WANT TO STAY TOGTHER BECAUSE WE REALLY GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER VERY WELL!!
but i felt so stupid today telling her, that it is very possible that i move in september again, and that I feel so sorry for her
that she AGAIN has to look for a new housemate, though we like each other so much!
BUT IN FACT SHE REACHTED NICELY,saying that this is an opportunity i should not let pass...something that is good for
my future and it indeed is.
BUT I am not even sure IF the ERASMUS coordinators take me, because I am one student out A LOT OF STUDENTS who apply
for Spain. This year is very complicated to get in, so now looking for a new flat? or nor, or yes?
My mom said no, my heart says yes? Lisa, my housemate even said, okay let's look for a new flat and the time that you are in Spain
some boarder will live in your room...with ALL MY ACCOMODATION ://
Because I dont know where to let all my furniture etc. which ARE COMEPLETLY KNEW BOUGHT (by ikea xD)
...so I had today face the problem and tell her...If i just knew that before! If i just knew that in a year I would have EVENTUELLY move out
again, and start anew i would have gone to a dorm (like u know, a students hotel)
but i did not know.
So now everything is just a mess in my head x.x
Sorry I just had to tell that, though nobody can rly help me
and furthermore, I am supposed to write a very very difficult assignment, and i have no clue how to do that :(
The thing is ON TUESDAY I am starting off to MAAAAAAAAAAAADRID again, to visit a friend and my old family for 2 weeks
Though I have now holidays it does not feel like holidays at all
I should be writing my assignment and looking for new flats in Siegen togther with my housemate...?
I think it will be difficult to just purely enjoy my Madrid Stay if I have always in mind
the porblems that I have to face when i come back
The thing hich REALLY bothers me, is that I FUCKING CANNOT BE SURE if they take me to Spain or not
I CAN PLAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
I was so despressed today with all these thoughtsin my mind that I even was not really able to eat, I had absolutely no appetite at all...and THAT means it is serious!!!
love u all, and if u dont comment, it's ok, i just would not know what to comment either...lol
kisses <3
the only thing which keeps my cheered up, is cutie rainie as a baby lol
i even recognize her, you do?!?!?! ^^
WHY? well where should I begin?
Today was a terrible day, because I had to face so many problems :(
I had to talk to my housemate and now good friend Lisa about a serious problem:
you gotta know, I just moved to Siegen, the new city, where I study now in October.
Everything was fine, until we discovered that in my room mildew has been developping
more and more in the cold months. Our hirer told us, he would fix it in Spring, but he is that
lazy, that we think it will never be done.
Because of that and the fact that we actually think we have to pay ALOT more money than the flat is worth we just decided to
move: OK, already shock enough, after just 5 months of living in there.
Furthermore my parents put alot of effort and money into that room so that it looks as good and nice as it looks now.
There would be NO problem at all, IF isa would not probably move to Spain for an ERASMUS year.
That means that the study programme called ERASMUS offers you the opportunity to study one year in another country, and I would
choose Spain to be this one, actually clever as I also study Spanish as my major language :)
SO, that would mean I have to move out in September...is it then worth looking for a new flat at all?
My housemate and me we actually WANT TO STAY TOGTHER BECAUSE WE REALLY GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER VERY WELL!!
but i felt so stupid today telling her, that it is very possible that i move in september again, and that I feel so sorry for her
that she AGAIN has to look for a new housemate, though we like each other so much!
BUT IN FACT SHE REACHTED NICELY,saying that this is an opportunity i should not let pass...something that is good for
my future and it indeed is.
BUT I am not even sure IF the ERASMUS coordinators take me, because I am one student out A LOT OF STUDENTS who apply
for Spain. This year is very complicated to get in, so now looking for a new flat? or nor, or yes?
My mom said no, my heart says yes? Lisa, my housemate even said, okay let's look for a new flat and the time that you are in Spain
some boarder will live in your room...with ALL MY ACCOMODATION ://
Because I dont know where to let all my furniture etc. which ARE COMEPLETLY KNEW BOUGHT (by ikea xD)
...so I had today face the problem and tell her...If i just knew that before! If i just knew that in a year I would have EVENTUELLY move out
again, and start anew i would have gone to a dorm (like u know, a students hotel)
but i did not know.
So now everything is just a mess in my head x.x
Sorry I just had to tell that, though nobody can rly help me
and furthermore, I am supposed to write a very very difficult assignment, and i have no clue how to do that :(
The thing is ON TUESDAY I am starting off to MAAAAAAAAAAAADRID again, to visit a friend and my old family for 2 weeks
Though I have now holidays it does not feel like holidays at all
I should be writing my assignment and looking for new flats in Siegen togther with my housemate...?
I think it will be difficult to just purely enjoy my Madrid Stay if I have always in mind
the porblems that I have to face when i come back
The thing hich REALLY bothers me, is that I FUCKING CANNOT BE SURE if they take me to Spain or not
I CAN PLAN ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
I was so despressed today with all these thoughtsin my mind that I even was not really able to eat, I had absolutely no appetite at all...and THAT means it is serious!!!
love u all, and if u dont comment, it's ok, i just would not know what to comment either...lol
kisses <3
the only thing which keeps my cheered up, is cutie rainie as a baby lol
i even recognize her, you do?!?!?! ^^