today was kinda good. jame came over. we haven't really chilled lately but things went well. i love him! ...in a way that no one in this world will ever be able to understand. not even him ( Read more... )

he's on his way out again. i hate this vicious cycle. can someone smack the routine out of our lives, please ( Read more... )

you have know idea how awful it feels. i found him. he is utmost and utterly perfect. well, for me anyways. he's perfect to the point where i get a sickly kind of nervousness; as if he's famous or something. i don't know what it is or how to stop it. GRRR! the fact that he has a girlfriend of 2 1/2 years should be reason enough for me to stop ( Read more... )

jamie is poop! he's stealing from me (again)! He's just swole that i had the strength to leave him this time.

and i like a boy w/ a g/f... go figure. well, it beats liking jamie!

Yay! me, tiff, lin, and jacob played pool 2nite! twas fun! i won 3 outta 4 games. GREAT DANE... GRRR...

i always forget about this thing. geez.

hummm... my day: work. chilled with tiff and sarah... umms, river, diner, home! i love them! they're great fun!
i'm boring!

damn. i forgot all about this thing. so much going on: jamie stinx! my father is almost gone. yesss! semester is over this week. thank god! AND jacob drew my tattoo. i absolutely love it ( Read more... )

jamie wants to get back with me. why? what the fuck? he hated me less than a week ago. i wish the bastard would just make up his mind b/c i'm sick and tired of being toyed with.

me and tiff slept until 3 sumptin this afternoon. then we went to baby sit at 6:30. Good thing it was the both of us b/c those kids are crazy. Shawn's the oldest so he did his own thing. But we had to divide our time between Laurel(6), Macy & Maddy(twins-5), and Jessie(3)! Haha. We had a burping contest! Got gellatis from Angelos! Watched movies! ( Read more... )

ah! i can't wait. me and tiff have big plans. we're definately gonna open up a coffee shop in the city one of these days, then hopefully a head shop later. yeah, man! this'll be great. we're gonna open an account tomorrow. all deposits. every week. and we WON'T TOUCH IT! not till business time! we need a cool name, so if you have any ideas let us ( Read more... )

mucho thanx to ray... for being open minded enough to come to me and see MY side of this jamie situation. and its sad that the ONE and ONLY person to even care, barely knows me. My "friends" are fuckin awful!