These last few weeks...

[isawajunko]

Have taught me a lot. Mostly, that I am alone. Wasn't always, thought I had friends, people who cared for me...guess not anymore. There is no white knight in shining armour, there to give you a leg up when you are down, pick you up when you cant stand, hold you when you can't breathe. It's all bullshit. All of it. So now what do I do? Do I abandon

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[merry_rogue]

I'm so sorry my job sucks and I can't hang out when you're available. I'm also so sorry you've been sick and the baby's had lice and for all the horrible, ill-fated fortune that keep falling on you and Jaynie.

I really want to spend time with you and be there for you.

Believe me, even with Brandon, I constantly feel alone. I feel like the people at my work despise me and I hate that I'm just going through the motions because I want this to be a career. I feel stuck and surrounded by things I hate, most especially people who can't do their jobs and would rather fuck around than hurry up and get the paper done so we can finally go home before fucking midnight on a school night for once. I voiced that I thought about quitting to our adviser who turned around and told the head editor and now I feel like shit because he doesn't think I'm stable and treats me like less of a person. School sucks. My health sucks. Everything sucks.

I wish we could just be there for each other.

[ladyvanilla]

I wish I could help.