I'm a smart ass, but I'm playing dumb...

[isayidontknow]

[x] i hate myself. i've reached the point where i finally realize that i will never be happy with myself no matter what. i'll never look in a mirror and be satisfied. i will always have a feeling of disgust. i'll never step on some scales and be happy. no matter how hard i try or what i do, i will always be less than what i think i should be. and

Comments

[miakatama]

I don't think anyone is completely happy with who they are. I hate myself A LOT, but there's nothing I can do. All I can hope to accomplish in this world is making at least one other person happy they knew me. That way I am remembered. I understand you feeling like you'll be forgotten; I feel like that all the time. I just keep hoping that I'll be important to someone someday. That's all I can hope for; so don't give up if you are aiming for the same thing.

[anonymous]

david-
you shouldn't feel like that. i'm sure you're important to alot of people even if you can't see it now. and i will always remember you and our really good talk at Sabor drinking margarita's and beer. you gave me new ways to see things and i think that is important and i won't forget who showed me that. i just thought i would let you know.-krista
p.s. maybe if i quoted some scripture it would make you feel better. (HAHA!!! Just Kidding)

what the fuck

[anonymous]

I see what you're saying by the living and dying and thats it, and honestly who the fuck cares if you're remembered or not, YOURE DEAD! Now all there is to look at and try to do in this life is to make something better for other people, instead of being so goddamned self centered about it. by putting this crap on the internet dont you feel like you're making it much worse and further weakening your chances at having people respect you. I too have been questioning a lot of things recently, and yea things do suck, but the only way to make them better is to just take it in the ass and MAKE things better. dont worry about not finding a girl who you can love or loves you, because it doesnt work like that - you'll wind up convincing yourself that you like things about each other that you shouldnt. anyway, dont be so down, this is one of your good friends, and i just want you to change.

Re: what the fuck

[isayidontknow]

yeah, so exactly which good friend is this? that would help alot...

thanks