how i've been neglecting this sweet little journal-y thing ( Read more... )

"she's been everyone else's girl, maybe one day she'll be her own." ~tori amos

“I told her once I wasn't good at anything. She told me survival is a talent" ~Girl Interrupted

"My goal," the Mommy said,"is not to uncomplicate my life."
She said, "My goal is to uncomplicate myself."
~"Choke" by Chuck Palahniuk

Just one thing,” she says, raising her head ( Read more... )

livejournal is quickly becoming a once-in-a-while type deal, instead of its former day-to-day activity. a creature of mystery, i am becoming ( Read more... )

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well, i'm a wreck. i really cant explain it but i, i hear the music when i'm with you.

Both
Are you there? Are you there?
Can you make some time for me?
They tell me that you’re out there
And they tell me that you see
I try to find the meaning
God, you know how hard I’ve tried
But I don’t know where I’m going
And I don’t have any guide

Matt
They said things would get better
But I guess…they lied

PETER
Are you there?
He needs to give me more ( Read more... )

to sum up the last week-ish ( Read more... )

i am a lucky girl.
the end.

i turned 21...

watching will and grace with lindsey.
then getting a phone call from one mr. anthony magistro.
then ms. e mcfarla.

jumping up and down with my lidnesday as the 3 clocks in the kitchen turned 12:00 at different times.

:)

my friends make it possible for me to live every day.
for me to get up out of bed, to know that whatever there is to face, we'll face it together.

they make it possible, many days, for me to keep breathing.

...you are crucial to me. to christina marie. as a person.