Ok, so I talked with him on the phone yesterday and that was a lot better than talking through IMs. He is feeling somewhat better and I am so happy about that. Its still going to take some time for him to get back to his usual self, but at least he's on the right track. I can only be hopeful ( Read more... )

I know that all of this is my fault, but I still miss him anyway. Normally, I'd be on my way to see him right now. But I don't get to. I fucked up royally, and now I have to pay. I hate this shit. I have a boyfriend that I can't even see. Its tearing me up inside. All I want to do is cry, but I'm trying to be strong about it all. He said he needs ( Read more... )

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence


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I fucking suck. I'm not even trying to deny it. I don't know why I fucking did this stupid shit. I am a dumbass. I hate myself. All I do is fucking cry. I wish I could explain how I feel, but I can't. I wish I could fix everything, but I can't do that either. All I can do is hope to GOD I didn't ruin his life. God I hope I didn't. I couldn't live ( Read more... )

So my date on Saturday was excellent. We went to dinner at TGIFridays, then we went and saw that movie Closer. It was an alright movie I guess. After that we went and chilled with some of his friends and then went back to his house and tried to watch Scarface. I just wanted to pass out. I had to work that day so I was really tired, but I still had ( Read more... )

Ok, so my date was Saturday and it kicked ass! We went to dinner at TGIFridays then we went and saw Closer. The movie confused the crap out of me. After that we went and hung out with some of his friends. They were pretty cool, but I will definitely have to get used to them. After that we went back to his house and watched Scarface. I spent most of ( Read more... )

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I went shopping today with my MOm. I thought it was going to be a crappy trip because she usually takes too long, but it was actually nice. I went to JC Penney and got a long sleeve button up shirt with blue flowers on it for my date Saturday. Then me and my Mom went to Dillards and she got a shirt and I got a sweater for work. Then we went to ( Read more... )

So last night I mentioned that I had a date this weekend. I have been talking to Spencer for a few days, each day, hours at a time. I don't know what it is about him..but he's so damn awesome to talk to. Its been awhile since I've talked to somebody as awesome as he is. I am so excited about our date this weekend. I find myself thinking about it ( Read more... )