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[isgirl27]

My life in the past few months has become very routine. get up and work or do nothing until i hang out with greg and maria (she is gregs cuz). we usually get high and watch tv. then i come home read for a little while go to sleep and then up the next morning. i have accomplished zilch this summer. and a week ago my sister handed me a letter

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[butchgirl]

Heather I have felt like that to like I don't know where my place is. All of my friends are pretty much married and are having kids. I use to think what is wrong with me they are all settling down and I don't even have someone in my life. And I still wonder what I'm going to do with my life when I'm out of school. A lot of people know exactly what they want to do when they graduate and I have no clue. The truth is that everyone is different. Everyone grows and matures at different times. What you need to do is live your life for today and not worry about where you will be in 5 years. That will only be upsetting. I do think that you need to start taking school a little more seriously. That is the main reason you are at USM. And that should come way before Phi Mu and anything else extra that you would like to do. And I like your sister worry about you sometimes. Smoking is so bad for you. For your health and your mind. And it is a very sad thing for you to "need your weed". Yes maybe you aren't as depressed as you were before, but that

[isgirl27]

ok, first of all i never said i needed weed. and i do not smoke all the time. don't go thinking that you chose to stop hanging out with me cause i really do not care, especially after reading you comment. you do not know me at all i have realized and i am not sure i ever knew who you were or i do not recognize you anymore. you change when you get into relationships and that sad, maybe you were like that with me but i only see it now that i am on the outside. you say all i talk about is weed, which is completely untrue, well you only talk about jeanna and not in a normal adult way but in this childlike voice that is very irritating so i choose not spend time with you because i do not feel the need to be nauseated.
and i don't smoke with greg all the time. we actually have really deep and intellectual conversations and he understands me better than most of the people in my life. but you have chosen to judge him and therefore have no clue what an amazing person he is.

on a better note glad to hear about the new job....