For the Supernatural-watchers (beware, there are spoilers for 5x01)
And no spoilers in the comments, please^^
*takes a deep breath*
We made it finally^^ The boys are back \^^/
Hell, yes. Just the recap made me bite my lips and get excited^^
To see Ruby die makes my little heart still jump with joy^^
And the blood opening with the heartbeat in the background? *____* Amazing!
I will watch it again (right now) and write my thoughts down^^
I loved this episode very much^^ To start with^^ It was great to have to boys back after such a long hiatus.
The first time (from many times in these 42 minutes) a little squee came out of my throat was when Dean used the Anti-Angel-sign. That’s so very cool *_* I didn’t know he learned it but it must come from Castiel^^
Zachariah is still a dick -_-
No bitch-blood for Sam… Ruby doesn’t need a name. Bitch is enough to make clear about whom he’s talking^^
Honest talk… Sam saying sorry, Dean doesn’t want to hear. Maybe because he doesn’t want to tell Sam the truth. He still loves him and wants to protect him from pain even if he can’t trust him. It will hurt Sam for sure when Dean will tell him everything.
I still think this whole fangirl-thing is funny^^ Sam’s so firm. Dean’s not what she pictured and she can’t stop touching Sam? That’s so the creepy fangirls the boys might fear^^
And suddenly we have puppy-Sam. When he talks to Bobby with this shaky voice, the teary eyes… he’s so… 5 years old. And looking up to Bobby? God, I want to hug him and tell him, it’s okay. Yeah he might have helped to start the apocalypse but hey, we all make mistakes, right? Dean started it, too!
*sobs with Sam*
I said to myself, Bobby didn’t mean it. I might have thought for a split second that he might be possessed, but… Bobby? No way. So I got rid of that thought immediately. Till he hit Dean. And I was kind of glad. Because this way he didn’t mean what he said to Sam.
Meg is back. For a moment when Dean said Ruby I feared the bitch is back. I’m glad she isn’t. With Meg I’m okay. But I miss the blond version^^ I liked her^^
Bobby could fight the demon and that fast? He IS made of awesome!
Beating the boys up is wrong, but… kind of hot ^^
I’m not mentioning the meatsuit of Lucifer on purpose, because the entry might be reeeeeally too long but (while there’s blood dripping out of the crib and I’m glad Kripke is such a bloodthirsty bastard) I have to say, I might like Lucifer… at least more than most of the Angels. Except Castiel all of them could go to… hell? Heaven? Wherever they are tortured for what they did to the boys! Starting with Zachariah!
Dean is Michael’s sword? That’s… I don’t have words for it. And I’m not sure if I like the idea. I’ll come back to that point later that season^^ Actually I was hoping Dean will find a sword and have to learn sword fighting. I have a thing for swords ^_~
But if Zachariah works for Michael, so Michael is one of the bad guys, too? But Michael is one of the archangels. And when I remember correctly there were just four. And in the Supernatural universe they killed at least one of them already. Uriel is… gone.
Dean is more scared of being a vessel than to let Sam die? That’s just wrong, but… if Dean lost his trust in Sam he himself is the only thing he can trust in. So he tries to save himself.
Cas for the rescue? And he’s so… hot and awesome^^
Who put them in the airplane? God? Is he finally back from wherever he was? Or was it Lucifer because he wants the fight? Cas and Zachariah are talking in riddles -__- This “you know who” isn’t helpful, guys.
Cas gave them a secret tattoo on the ribs? Again: A very cool thing to do \^^/ (And hard for fangirls to copy that ^_~)
Maybe Cas works for “someone” else finally. I so hope, he’s working for the good guy(s) now.
My sister suggested that maybe Cas might be possessed from someone else. Maybe god itself. Because he was so different than the S4 Castiel. But I want to believe that he’s just still Castiel. Just more brave and strong.
I like the way Lucifer is talking to Nick. Especially the way he/she is saying that he/she doesn’t lie. I like that about people.
There’s the scene in the hospital when Dean tells Bobby that he will fight and plans to win. He’s so… (I’m so out of words to describe him today). He looks like the old Dean. Brave, witty comments and snarky. And how I missed him!
But sadly it’s just an act to make Bobby feel better…
And Bobby didn’t say it. I KNEW it. He loves his boys and would never send one away forever. (Did you see how Dean came back to check what Bobby wants to say to Sam? Aaaaawwwwwwww) And Sam smiles. Not a big smile, but a truly happy one. *sighs* We haven’t had this in a while, ne?
Did Sam really call Lucifer “Lus”? When the leave the hospital talking about the colt. I listened to this scene a few times, and it still sounds like a nickname for the devil itself. It was strange to call Castiel Cas, but a nickname for the devil? Why the hell do I think that’s funny? *giggles*
*takes a deep breath*
Sam’s question: “Is there something you wanna say to me?”
I never would have expected Dean to be so honest in the first episode of the season! Normally it takes them around at least 8 - 10 episodes to get to the point. So I didn’t really expect the honesty. I was already sighing because I imagined all the silence the might have in the next episodes, the many times Dean tells Sam to shut up and not bring it up all the time till he finds the courage to tell finally what’s on his mind.
But this time Kripke made it again. He totally surprised me. Dean told the truth right away. He still calls him “Sammy” which is good. But the rest… it’s true, but still so painful. Dean can’t trust Sam anymore. Sam was his one and only thing he depended on and now he lost his last anchor…
I thought the last scene, and I’m this time on Dean’s side. And I don’t think he doesn’t forgive Sam. Forgiving isn’t the problem. They both made mistakes which need forgiveness. But he said he can’t trust him anymore. Sam didn’t choose Dean, he didn’t trust him enough so he chose the bitch Ruby.
So, I think I'm done for now. I just had to get rid of this many thoughts^^