Comments | ishmickbob: O yea, here it is again.

ishmickbob

O yea, here it is again.

Oct 17, 2005 01:04

Im trying to figure out whether Im actually happy or not and how long this confusing feeling is going to last. I think this goes along with the complexity of relationships, dating, and girls in general. Right now I just feel like using a quote from the wonderful Tom Delonge: "Girls are such a drag". And its true. I hate being caught off gaurd ( Read more... )

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so... bacardimonky October 17 2005, 17:10:42 UTC

so this being the last comment im going to leave on your lj, i think i should make it a good one...your notion of love, just like mine comes from some cheesy hollywood storyline twisted with the skewed view of our societies take on it...why do you have to limit yourself to that kind of love, there are many people in this world who never get that and by telling yourself you're going to feel that thing isnt it likely that youll find something relativly close, but not it, and tell yourself that "this is the thing I'm looking for" a quote from a very smart person i know comes to mind "If you look hard enough for something, you're likely find it" and im sure how you can see that is applicable. It is further in my estimation that we are young for a reason, we have multiple relationships, while were young, for a reason...our tastes can change the type of girls we think we like can easily be overshadowed by another type...maybe a girl who is the exact opposite of you is someone you can be happiest with, but by limiting youself to only ( ... )

Re: so... ishmickbob October 17 2005, 19:05:59 UTC

I must first begin this reply by leaving a rude comment. You are a poon. And your pooniness is exaserbated by this poony comment. I understand that Im not going to find a type of love that hollywood portrys but, at the same time, Ive felt it, lost it and it sucks. It was comforting to me and something Ive wanted for a long time. As far as finding yourself in college, I was always under the impression that finding yourself was suppsed to be accomplished in high school. Atleast thats how it worked for me. Im going to continue to grow and learn as an indivdual but thats going to continue through my life until I die, so I think there is a bit of a difference there. Also, there is a reason why I put "dating" in quotations and Ill leave that interpretation to your discretion, knowing very well my past "dates". Further more, You and I know very well that without dating, love impossible because youve closed your mind to the preliminary neccesity. I know what needs to be done, I just want it to be done without the prerequisit, however ( ... )

Re: so... bacardimonky October 17 2005, 20:06:56 UTC

wow you actually acknowledged my existence, i guess since it's not the weekend and you are not tremendously busy with alcohol and what not you have time for your pseudo-friends...well this is truly the last comment i will leave however you may reply...for you to constantly trump the phrase "finding yourself" and insert "growing" is rude and just shows how adolescent you really are, whats the difference? I dont think its fair for you to make the assumption, just because it happend to you, supposidly, that everyone has "found" themselves. Who are you to mock what is important to someone, who are you to say that "finding" ones self was suppose to be done in high-school, I think you are severly mistaken...how can you possibly find youself (truly) in repression? repressed by parents, teacher, confinment, "friends", and so many other factors...now that you're here in the real world you can truly yourself for what you are, not what people want or expect you to be. But ofcourse you're Zack so you've expirenced hard times and "stuff" when you ( ... )

Re: so... ishmickbob October 17 2005, 23:11:27 UTC

Lets get a couple of things straight. 1. You need to get your shit straight before accusing me of disregarding your existence the entire weekend. I worked friday night then went right to bed. Saturday I did not answer your text because I was over my limit and it owuld cost too much. Not to mention it was saturday football, and however unimportant it is to you, it means a lot to me and I do not and will not answer anyones call or IM no matter who it is on game day, unless the phone is right near me. Moreover, I dont remember any more of an attempt to get a hold of me to find out what I was doing this weekend. I could be wrong, but Im sure you had the oppurtunity to call me from someone elses phone to see what I was doing, even though on a saturday, during football season you should already know. With that in mind, you could have also walked over here to find out what we were doing. A text message shows little to no effort to find out what we're doing this weekend. Furthermore, I had plans with Kacie already to go to a party of a guy we ( ... )

gunfight_ October 17 2005, 17:27:19 UTC

i think if you want anyone to talk to or need anyone to talk to.
call me.
i know what you are going through.
and i am here for you Zack.
<3333 Amy.

my number where you can reach me at times is 941.927.1891.

PS HOORAY FOR ACOP!

ishmickbob October 17 2005, 18:54:33 UTC

Thanks a lot amy. Your awesome. And yes, ACOP is indeed incredible

ithinkurspecial October 18 2005, 16:26:57 UTC

at least it's all out in the opened for everyone to read...

ishmickbob October 18 2005, 22:29:35 UTC

I wasnt trying to make you out as the bad guy. Im sorry if thats the way it came across. It wasnt directed at you as an indivdual and, I said that this was something used so that I could get stuff out. Only my close friends read what I say, and theyre my support. I didnt mean to come across as an asshole, and I wasnt trying to make you look bad. Again, Im sorry

ithinkurspecial October 19 2005, 03:22:57 UTC

Don't worry about it... I understand.

anonymous October 22 2005, 07:40:58 UTC

de ja voux?
or something like that.
dont think this is a laughing moment but...