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Alright after some nasty days of stress I feel like a ramble coming on so thos who care please read those who say they care and really don't .... don't even bother ^-^
First of all a lot of people of people in my LJ seem to go through some depression problems and then the other half is just out of them and then there are the happy people. I like readingall of them and commenting when I feel Iactually have something to say.
I also found that I maybe just have a hand full of friends... Though I know a lot of people at school I talk to them and smile when they pass only some know me really. Of course Fauve you're not one of those you know me through my LJ and I should talk to you more often ! I will do that !
And another thing , People should stop bugging me about Eva ! I'm in love with her if you don't like though luck ! No need to insult her !She really is a nice girl. This goes to some people at my school.
I also have learned I don't like human contact unless I know it's with a good meaning Like Katrien has made a habit out of kisisng my cheek when she sees I'm stressed or sad it's a good thing it always makes me smile. She's one of the only people that know me maybe that's because we once stayed up till 4 am to talk about our shitty lives. She has gone through a lot of the things I have.
I also Hate the GIP that causes so much stress ! I mean people judging you the way you are the things you like , you just can't be ypourself when it comes to the GIP and then there's the competition in the classroom that's even worse ! But that's mainly becaus eit's tomorrow and I still have soooo much to do it's horrible.
I love all my penpals well I only seem to have a handfull of those as well. But I love the ones that write to me and actually have something to say Kirsty you know I love you as a penpal I always look forward to your letters and writting to you *loves you* and Lianne my wonderful package pall ... which I haven't even send a package to I feel like we've become good friends in a short amount of time and that's great I hope I never loose either of you wonderfull girls.
I was going to write yesterday but then I would have urt peoples feelings .... I still feel the way I felt yesterday but I'm not in the mood to loose friends ... so I'm going to shut up here.