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[isisexpecting12]

My favorite time of the day is when I tuck Caleb in at nite. I just laid him down. I LOVE how sweet he is when he gets tired. We have a routine where he sits in my lap and we rock and he eats his ba, and I tell him how special he is, which I do all day anyway, and then I pick him up, paci in mouth, blankie in hand with tag to face, and walk him

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[wjhansen]

That is such a wonderful bedtime routine.

And, precious memories that I'm sure you'll never forget!

[evilorkyd]

I know what you mean. After I lay Lydia down, I just look at her and find it all so ironic. I was always afraid of becoming a mother, and now that I am one, I'm afraid of not being able to mother her anymore. It's going to be so hard to let her go eventually. Hopefully she and I won't have the same dynamic my mother and I have. I love reading your journal by the way. I think you're a terrific mom.

[isisexpecting12]

Thanks so much, that is great to hear! You need to post more! I'm glad you are lovin bein a mommy. It IS ironic how crazy your life is turned around in such a great way, even with fears. Your gonna be an awesome mommy. One day we will have to meet. It seems really odd that we haven't. ;)