I'm sorry...

[isisishtar]

I' m a bit lost, at the moment... Don't know how to coop with backstabbers and the like... I know... and you can laugh all you want... it's okay, eventually I'm just an idiot who got raised in a small village, raised to believe lying is bad, telling lies about someone else is worse, and behind someone's back even more... I don't understand it

Comments

[shukuteki]

Aww.. das rot :( *hugs*

[marco_puu]

I guess you don't want to get this from me... but

*ruffle*

[lidl_delirium]

You were raised the right way Lies, don't doubt that. I have no clue what's going on (shame on me, I'm so behind nowadays), but you're right. People should not treat you the way the wouldn't want to be treated themselves. Being stabbed in the back hurts, more than anything else. It's easier to just stab than to realise how much a knife in one's body can hurt.

Blah.

But you're doing alright, ne? No getting you down! You really are one of the strongest people I know.

[isisishtar]

Thanks! I like being strong... but I have a breach in my defense from time to time...

I purposedly did not do an exact explenation, because that would make me a backstabber as well... So I keep to who ever knows about it or who doesn't... and after all LJ was meant as a diary, so I use to write down my emotions... I really needed that.

I do talk behind people's back, as well, but I'd like to come clean from time to time... Because I can't stand myself then... Why people won't treat me like this... is above me!

[anonymous]

I'm a guy that can't stand backstabbing, lying and everything closly related to it.
If I find someone talking behind my back I want them to be honest and tell it in my face instead of telling someone else and stuff... So I agree thay the person talking/lying to you should come clean and tell you.

Anyhoo, Love you too Lisu!! 2 Big ass hugs coming your way!!

Fhant being lazy not to log in ^_^ ;

[isisishtar]

That's what is likeable in you... You truly wouldn't talk behind my back, while everyone else here, except Daisy, actually do! (and are hypocrit enough to say they hate it as well XD)

Ah well... at least as long as they know I'm not stupid, and I know some people are actually friends, that's ok? Right?