I'd really like to head down to Rehoboth for 4th of July weekend. I wanted to get a room or something at some place on Rehoboth Ave. so that walking to and from the bars is no problem. I wanted to make reservations now before it becomes entirely too late.

Didn't know if anyone wanted to go in on this with me. Let me know ASAP...

I am single now. Not sure how I feel about it yet, but I know it's best for the long run.

drift i must, and drift i do...

Last night was quality stalker time, but definitely too short. But that will be remedied tonight when we venture up to Club X (any volunteers to drive my car home when I am too drunk to drive???)

i may not lead a pretty life, but at least i can say that i've followed my heartOne of my favorite country songs (yes, country...get over it) this ( Read more... )

1: there is just something about me that makes people miss me a lot
2: not me. i always seem to fade into the background pretty easily
1: that's because you drive them crazyMaybe it is true...but it's only because I care so much. I think that I'm so afraid of fading and becoming unimportant that I push people away. *sigh* I'm not expendable, ( Read more... )

Two days at the gym, and it feels damn good. I am sore, but my mind is so much clearer. Not that everything is great right now or that things with her have cleared up, but the control of thought is back. I have focus back already. I am hyper-focused on getting in shape now. And now I can even work out with Heather since I joined a gym! YAY! ( Read more... )

did i disappoint you? leave a bad taste in your mouth ( Read more... )

i am walking out in the rain
and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again
and i am getting nowhere with you
but i can't let it go and i can't get through...
and in each other's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it at all...I have finally decided to walk away...for real. No more holding on ( Read more... )

Here's your update ( Read more... )

Maybe this will stick on the third try. Only time will tell...