So I'm stressed out. I was in denial about it before, but the constantly twitching spot in the center of my forehead that's been going for 3 days should have tipped me off. Now it's time to make a list about what exactly it is that's got me so worked up. More to come later.
Let's see...
1. speeding ticket
a. how am I going to pay for it?
b. how will it affect my insurance?
c. will I be able to make myself drive the speed limit?
2. new job
a. will my benefits start right away?
b. will I make enough to have an apartment?
c. I'll have to go without pay for a month (switching to salary).
3. fitness subscription
a. will I be able to spare the money?
b. will I actually use it, or flake out?
4. small health problems
a. stomach pains/nausea.
b. lack of appetite.
c. sleeping troubles.
5. chris
loooooooong story...
6. parents
a. being civil to my stepdad.
b. paying rent.
7. self-image
a. fat.
b. ugly.
c. stupid.
d. crazy.
e. bad girlfriend.
8. car troubles
a. constant problems (liquids, electricity, tires, etc.)