I feel pretty crappy. its not even that time of a month.
im not sure how this is going to work
im not sure how im going to survive this semster of school
why arent there more hours in a damn day?
and how come the things that used to matter the most dont seem to be as relevant?
it's been a long time since i've evaluated and revised
maybe its time

so lately the most fun i have is that few minutes right after i get out of work, its the time between getting in the car and being at home. I think it has something to do with chain smoking, rocking out, and driving fast. other than that, everything is pretty dull ( Read more... )

...that people want what they cant have.
but its nothing worth being a despy tiger over.
im glad i have everything =)

sadness is contagious
im mad because im bored, and it didnt have to be this way. i could be
a) drunk
b) watching a movie with felicia or
c) drunk

but im not
and im here
and im bored still
and i think its time for my summer tradition of sex and the city marathons.
woo! maybe you want to watch zee sex and the city with me? jyes!

I can't sleep, and it's not due to the fact that I'm not tired. Everynight I'm having these crazy dreams that go on for what feels like HOURS, and they all have full plots, mostly include people I know, and they're all really stressful. For example last night, there was a pool party, but everyone was physically fighting and the whole time I was ( Read more... )

so The Bad Girls Club is easily the best show on tv. I usually only watch it when I can sit for extended amounts of time and watch the marathons, and no matter how many times I see that episode where Ripsi goes crazy bitch on those ho's asses it never gets old. never! I can't wait till next week, 2 new skank ho's to hate ( Read more... )

hello lj! (and others ( Read more... )

im sad cause i wanna go to the 561 this weekend and take self defense with my mom! shes cool for signing me up with the hopes of my attendence. i would also like to go to tyler's funeral, but that's a whole other story ( Read more... )

I was telling felicia today how I used to get these life epiphanies every three months or so, and I was kind of upset that I havnt had one in a while. then i realized its because my last great epiphany is still holding true. it was something along the lines of ( Read more... )

You're walking the thin line ( Read more... )