im missing sunday of acl because of a headache and sunburn and fever like feelings. i dont think i'd make it through the day.

i kind of feel like punching myself.

fuck the bonsai kitten guy.
fuckhimfuckhimfuckhim.

fuck back soreness and sad movies.

fuck bad feelings.

i'm giving up on them.

yesterday, i was hyper for 5 hours Straight. then i started crashing and feel asleep without knowing where i was at 8 50. woke up at 6 because of dumb swimming habits dont seem to go away on the weekends.

have homework to do, and am kind of looking forward to it.  but dude, katie and i are going to the austins children's meusem on sunday. and its ( Read more... )

today, i had to wear my nerve controlling glove for my SOS disease ( Read more... )

ah, the bad kind of days.

and then i start to think of the things that did perk me up at least a little bit, and its always friends. i absolutley love them. i wish i couild find some better way of showing them that. and isaac. i love him too. alot.

( school started, it sucks, its awesome. )

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( boy at magic sands. )

so, when i get back on thursday, there will be 6 days until school ( Read more... )

( hey hey i have 5 pictures. which will be 1/100th of what ill post when i get back......wooo.. )