i honestly don't know what happened last night...
i tell one person one thing and another person another thing
and i want to be everyone's friend
and i want everyone to like me
& it really fucking sucks when one group of friends don't like another group
i just want everything to be good again
like it was in 10th grade
where there was no drama bullshit
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what great friends i have......

:/

so, life is shitty right now.

my school work is slacking, and the teacher pointed it out today

my best friend won't talk to me

i have mustard on the inside drivers door on my car

i got in trouble last night for taking a smoke break when i didn't tell anyone & the manager that is on speed yelled at me

But i am good for now.

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it feels good to to be actually doing something with my life.

Schooling full time

working full time.

Social life no time.

But somehow i manage to fit my friends into my busy ass schedule,

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walgreens is quite a treat ( Read more... )

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am i starting to get back to the old melanie.

i sure as hell hope so

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i feel so one-dimensional; so empty.
am i losing part of myself..
no, its already been lost. 
i threw it away like it was trash
but i now i need it back,
my heart
my hopes
everything that has made me happy


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