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In spite of some really weird shit I managed to hold my own and have a good day. Everything has been really weird lately, to the point I find myself needing to step outside it all. I've had insomnia for months. I'm stress barfing. I need to remember to be responsible for my own happiness. I'm trying to figure out some career stuff, I took the last ( Read more... )

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Last week I drew a fucking lot. I made a new friend. We met up at a hacker space where I had to find a touchpad and enter a code into a URL on my phone to open the door. We checked out a new bar where they have an organist. Someone I thought was a creepy drunk guy approached us, but he turned out to own an ice cream parlor and gave us cards for ( Read more... )

It's been almost 7 months since I moved. Time is so weird, it seems like it was yesterday I was standing outside the Beachland in the cold, smoking a cigarette as fast as I could. I was trying to have a good time while it felt like everything around me had fallen apart. It also seems like I've been here a year for every month that goes by. I miss ( Read more... )

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Thursday I start the last year of my 20s. Someone I know said being aware is what it means to grow up, this reverberates warmly in my head. It was hard to swallow that I've mostly been battling myself all these years. Putting the brakes on my life came so easily, I regret how insurmountable I believed controlling it was for so long. I gave up a lot ( Read more... )

I have been in this city a month now, and the honeymoon is definitely not over. Things are pretty much perfect. I love my job, I love my friends, I love my house, I love my neighborhood and I of course love my monster dogs ( Read more... )

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