so i have strep throat. damn just when i thought things couldn't get worse.

im through messing with this background for now im tired.

i feel like shit. not only am i hurt from the wreck, BUT i am burning up hot like i have a fever, i feel like im going to throw up, and my throat feels like its closing up ( Read more... )

i don't really know what i want.  but right now i guess im good.  i mean i kinda am in something but its not a commitment so i guess thats good for now.  i need to figure out what i want and all first.

there's this 1 guy i keep meeting like at a party then at a baseball game and now he is gonna go to my school.  hhmm maybe thats telling me ( Read more... )

this is the song we we're listening to when we wrecked.  how ironic.  when this song finished with you came out and we we're singing it to adam.  idk the songs are just ironic especially this one.  i'm so lucky to be alive when i hit a concrete barrier going 65-70.  god im so lucky.

I sit and wait
Does an angel
Contemplate my fate
And do they know
The ( Read more... )

im feeling better but im still pretty sore and really weak. goin looking for a job tomorrow so i can get a new car.

i think im going to tell him that when he figures out what he wants he can come find me and i MIGHT still be here. idk i'm so confused on that whole situation.

( the wreck that made me a wreck )

i feel better today. i'm still in alot of pain, but the many drugs make me feel better and they make me funny. wow you should hear the stuff i say i dont even know where i get this stuff from. idk where the camera is right now i think my dad has it but ill post pictures of my car. its awful idk how me and ashley came out with no broken bones. ( Read more... )

so i had a wonderful day which consisted of totaling my car and being in a hospital all day. crazyness and much pain. me and ash are ok but i had to have fuckin 25 x-rays and a cat scan. she got to leave an hour and a half earlier then me, but im glad i got more hurt because if i had ruined her dancing career i would never forgive myself ( Read more... )

w00t w00t! first entry in the new journal.

today i went with casey and haley to the mall and taco bell then we went and watched the guys play soccer. im glad i it didn't rain over there. i saw pickles...<3 her and miss her.

well i'm goin to see what the plans are for tonight.