i would rather lay alone

and dream of unrequested bathtubs filling with water
and gravity being to strong for me to fight the suffocating water

and dream of those unheard screams of breath wanted
and never had

then to lay next to you.

(_I likelovelots that i have smoking helmet heads
__and giant knives in bathrooms to say good morning to)

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arghrrrr
and there is a war in my body
being batted by mini soldiers and giant phlem monsters

and all this time my mind can only be the passive observer
of my bodies ick.

all alone in my big bed
in a big (small) house
and no one to make me soup.

asprin throws up orange

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i am sad

i am happy

i am depressed

i am gleeful

i am lonely

i am ( )

i am ( )

and need to loose myself in darkness and fuming chemicals
a drug that is far too infrequent.

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i am skeletor

purity in the base
likeness of us

if everyone reduced
to such structures
there would be such harmony.

ocean renew me
and reduce me.

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