You know, I've found that the only time I've written in here was when i was depressed. atleast for the most part. but i'm not a depressed person. i've had a shitty summer, but the summer is over as far as i'm concerned. tonight, i went on a date with this girl i met at school recently named rachel pearl and i think it went well. i really like her ( Read more... )

Conclave was Amazing. I must say though, the biggest thing wasn't the banquets or the seminars (although they were cool), and it wasn't even the 1000+ tekes wandering burbon street at night (which was indeed re-fucking-diculous), it was just getting a chance to get to know my friends better. Arthur for starters has a big heart, and I knew this, ( Read more... )

Yesterday I woke up at 6:40 anxious and anticipating an exam in accoutning. I had promised a new attitude, and it even worked for a little while. When I got to school, I took my exam and then had no ride so walked over to the computer lab in the union and sat around bsin' on the computer for a little while. It was at this point, that I started ( Read more... )

Lets start from the beginning... This story rocks ( Read more... )

Hooray for a new day? Yea... Yesterday I had a pretty big party... and I'm so embarassed about it... I'm having the *pity* party of the century, and I know it, and I just don't know how to fix it. I still sit around longing for something that I often resented when it was mine. It's actually kinda funny ( Read more... )

Well, I sat around the house today, not sure what to do with myself. I finished 2nd out of 11 last night in poker, so I'd like to think my luck was looking up. My car though is a different story. It's looking deader by the moment and now we're hoping to total it out and get a new car. Tragic, but what can ya' do? Anyways, I sat at home not ( Read more... )

Man... I just think it's amazing how painful it is to move on after a 3 year relationship. A part of me just died. That part of me that loves her is screaming at me, telling me not to let go, but I have no choice. She doesn't love me, and doesn't want to hurt anymore. Frankly, I don't want to either. I guess that part of me that still loves ( Read more... )

*grins ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite a ride. In the last month everything bad that could happen, did happen. Don't you hate when people tell you it, "can't get any worse," and then it does? And that's not to discount their efforts to raise your spirits, but it makes things worse to hear that, because I don't believe the end of my pain is quite in sight ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo mad right now. How do I keep letting her back into my life? I hung out with Cathy today, and a lot of my friends to know I'd hung out with her a few times lately, and needless to say, it didn't go well ( Read more... )