( A boy who sings... )

I don't know how to feel right now. There's no overwhelming sadness or great depression, just pure apathy for everything and everyone.
What is going on with me?
It sucks.

One day, I'll stop kidding myself.

My grandmother had a minor stroke ( Read more... )

Writing in here just reminds me of and reinforces the fact that no one in my entire life that I've genuinely loved and cared about has ever been there for me when I've needed them...not fucking once ( Read more... )

So, I went to see my doctor yesterday and she basically told me that I'm pretty much dying ( Read more... )

If you are standing in your local Cold Stone Creamery deciding what, from the many options, you should get, here is my piece of advice:
GET OUT!There is no place I am happier to never have to return to after this Monday. In fact, dropping off my uniform and picking up my paycheck the very next day after I resign are duties that I will ask my mother ( Read more... )

I've really got to have a laugh at those boys who believe the girl pants they are wearing look good on them. In reality, of the boys that attempt this in frequency, only 5% are able to truly pull it off. One of my best friends wore girl pants so well, they actually flattered his figure. Mind you, he's as thin as a sewing needle and as tall as a Red ( Read more... )

A little more than three weeks from this moment and I'll be leaving to go back to Syracuse and the University ( Read more... )

Heat-induced headaches are one of the many reasons I hate the season we call Summer and why I am doing my part to prevent Global Warming. More than a minute or two in any sort of temperature above eighty-five and my brain is begging my head to let it out ( Read more... )

I really regret having asked my mother to take me shopping for the first time in almost three years. She just further proves how much she really dislikes me, especially in comparison to my twin sister. I'm sorry that I'm picky when it comes to clothes, but if I'm going to get something to wear, I'm not going to get it so I can wear it two or three ( Read more... )