well, well..it is currently 1:11am on February 03, in the year 2006. and you know what? i'm bored, so i decided to come here and type away some boredom ( Read more... )

Believe in me
Help me believe in anything
Cause I want to be someone who believes

Believe in me
Cause I don't believe in anything
and I want to be someone to believe,
To believe.

man, i NEED The Adventures of Pete & Pete on DVD,

hello, one and all..and anyone else who might be reading ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a bit. the reason? there's nothing going on in my life. nothing of interests, at least ( Read more... )

i can't remember the last time i was happy.

it seems this whole thing is a sham.

a perverse masquerade.

maybe i'm being melodramatic.

perhaps i should just shut up.

yeah..that sounds like a great idea.

"The current's mouth below me
Opens up around me
Suggests and beckons all while swallowing
Surrounds and drowns and sweeps me away"

I am
I am
I said I'm not myself
I'm not dead and I'm not for sale
Hold me closer
closer
let me go
Let me be
just let me be

i cant give what i take away

i cant live this way
please refill my soul

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sometimes i like to go into my kitchen and just stare out the window. why do i do this? can't really say for sure, besides it helps me think. there isn't even really much to look at besides a couple of trucks, three houses, some asphalt, and grass. i don't know why i choose this window either..i guess because the blinds are always open and it's ( Read more... )