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today started out as a horrible day.
i broke down. i tried so hard to hold back the tears but i couldnt. it was aweful.
im so sick of people. he tried to cheat off of me. not the first time im sure. and he laughe d in my face when i told him how long it took me to do our project. the class expects me to shell out answers. why am i the only one who has to do work? and who the fuck says my grades are their business? im sick of sitting in the back. next to him. and having no friends in there that i can talk to. im sick of it feeling like a B level class when its honors.
i went to gym after my teacher stopped me and asked what was wrong. i told her everything. i dont care if he hates me because of it. the years almost over. i can deal. i hate him just as much. but i tried so hard not to cry in front of her or in the hall. so i got to gym and just couldnt hide it anymore. jess, alysha, jen, and kelly were all there...and i burst out in tears. it was horrible. but they mademe feel better. even ms cowen knew something was wrong. so we played tennis and they all cheered me up a bit. thank you guys. i love you.
i got to lunch and claire and sarah helped even more. aaron did too...which is kind of odd but whatev. thank you guys for listening. and thank you claire for the necklace...it really made me happy.. and sarah..for the flower. i felt special.
i got home and was trying to fill out my community service awards stuff and breton came to the door. she took me out to ice cream. <3 thanks dude. i had so much fun.
so the day would have been absolutely horrible if i didnt have all you guys. so thank you <3
claire... i love your hair. deal.
by the way!! i tried out for a solo in chorus and it went really well.. i find out tomorrrow.. :] ill die if i dont get anything.
so i hope everyone has a lovely weekend... ill be in new york but ill miss you all. and feel free to text me or something 287-9017... im sure ill have a few moments to spare ;) <3