ive been around that track twice!! i really have!
im a spaz. i can deal. but he wouldnt shut up. he thought i was flirting but i was really going to kill him.
yesterday was horrible. i came home in one of the worst moods ever. but thank god for claire and weston..and then later spencer. they made me laugh so hard and it was fantastic. i exercised and i didnt die doing it. i got to finally spend some time with my claire. yea..shes mine. and then we went to the play and it was just like old times. only better. <3 i love you guys.
i officially have 24 days left in this state. im terrified. i dont want to have to stand up to my father..but i have to...and i have to soon. i dread the phone call so much. every time the phone rings i jump. imsolame.
1. i love to sing.
2. i crave attention.
3. thats why im always overcaring with my friends.
4. i hate hypocracy with a passion.
5. im a hypocrite.
6. i hate when people who barely talk to me take my things.
7. i hate feeling used.
8. i always do.
9. i love thunderstorms.
10. i love to cook.
11. i always feel like i have to be fake.
12. i tend to overstress.
13. it doesnt usually show until i explode.
14. ill be sixteen in 22 days
15. im terrified.