Trolololo

Oct 19, 2010 22:07

Good evening.

Mio is sitting on my hand once again, I have continued to stretch my plugs to 9/16" but the taper won't go all the way in. I ate instant tomato soup today.

I can't understand my mood. In the morning I'm all happy and joyful, then I go to class where I become so miserable I almost start to cry (no reason - AGAIN! How I hate that), but later on there's Economics where I become lively again, on the lunch break I become all sad and deep, and shit, and then I'm happy again. I sound like a thirteen year old on puberty. That fucking sucks.

I want to switch classes so much. I really dislike our Math teacher because all she says is just a buzzing sound to me, whilst her personality isn't the type I fancy as well. I don't really have friends (except Roland, with whom I talk sometimes about fun stuff and Olaf, + sometimes 3 girls from my class, when they need a cigarette from me, of course) and I feel like a bother there. My dad wants to get me in the same class as Karlīne and Elza, but I'll be a bother there too. They both are friends with Edgars and I just can't adjust to them. I'm even scared to talk sometimes, because when I say something stupid, Edgards makes fun of it a lot... So it's no wonder I feel shitty near him. I'm just not the type which handles critique well. Even though I'd like to.. On the other hand, I can just not talk to them so the mighty trio stays happy while I actually get to learn stuff. Because I can't imagine myself learning for 3 years in this class. Now this sounds like a fifteen year old who's an antisocial pussy with no life. ;D

I hope Karline's date will go on smoothly and all though. At least someone should be lucky with loveshit! :C

This song sounds like something from "Placebo".

school, Karlīne, antisocial pussy, sulking, bawwing, loveshit

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