Well today is the big day. Well not THE big day but I get to have my big ultrasound early this afternoon. I am scared. I must admit I will be very angry if my doctor tells me that the nurse gave me a false positive on the baby being a boy at 18 weeks (my doctor missed my 2nd ultrasound due to an emergency delivery). I do not want a little girl ( Read more... )

For all those who are using this hurricane to take a stab at our president or FEMA: how about you get off your fucking ass and go do something constuctive to help instead of sitting back and saying how it should be done. Have you ever been in a hurricane? Do you have any idea what the people assisting are going through? Do you understand the ( Read more... )

Joy....another Saturday night spent alone.

I am so frustrated ( Read more... )

WARNING THIS POST CONTAINS EXPLICT INFORMATION PERTAINING TO MARTHA BEING SICK. IF YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM KNOWING DETAILS DO NOT READ THIS SECTION OF THE POST. SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU SEE MORE WRITING IN A CAPS ( Read more... )

I have been really sick the last few days. I am miserable! My doctor's appointment is in half an hour but it looks like my weekend plans just got messed up. :( Sean has to work and doesn't want me home alone when I am this sick so I will be at my mother's. Wes and Jason I am so sorry but this Friday just is not going to be possible. I hate ( Read more... )

For those whom I haven't spoken to on the phone since the 22nd, Sean's birthday went wonderfully! I don't really feel like going into the details right now. My mood is slightly improved despite the fact that I still hardly ever see Sean and sleep is out of the question. To be honest that is all I have to say right now. I'm off to go play my ( Read more... )

I am sick of being pregnant ( Read more... )

I so rarely write in my journal but every now and then something spurs my desire to update. I don't expect most people to really bother to read all of this ( Read more... )

I am having a boy. Let the world beware! :)