Bah. DEPRESSION.

Mar 05, 2009 09:09

So ... I only have one person returning to gospel choir. Basically, I don't have a gospel choir. Which means I go back to teaching only two choirs. WHICH IS REALLY DEPRESSING ( Read more... )

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laurahumber March 5 2009, 17:58:07 UTC
Despite your claims that all you want to do is teach choir, you don't seem to like it very much, and it's not making you happy.

*hug*

I love you, and I hope things work themselves out for you.

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istra_chan March 6 2009, 03:44:52 UTC
No, I love it.

What I don't love is the parents, the paperwork, and having to try to have a choir with 6 people and 8 people.

*sigh*

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I rarely know what to say linkz57 March 7 2009, 15:44:30 UTC
But I do know that where God leads, God provides.
Maybe not today, maybe not this week, but His timing is perfect, even when our patience is not.

Who are you to say that you won't be married?
Didn't the old woman Sara say something similar?
And God said, no, you'll have a kid, trust me.
So they waited.
and waited.
For a hundred years, right?
And one morning, something crazy went down.

Who are you to say that choir isn't your thing, or even that it is?
I don't know, and maybe you do, but I know for sure that God knows. He knows when, where, how and why, down to the most minute detail.

Somewhere, some place, it'll all fall into place. like a well played Tetris game, a casual onlooker might freak out because you have these high towers, growing and growing, but the whole time, you know exactly when and where that last straight piece is coming in, and bam! 5x cascade, 20,000 points.

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Awww elendil7 March 13 2009, 03:33:50 UTC
I am sorry you feel that way. You know, there are other Christian schools you could teach at all across the country... or the world, for that matter. Are you called by God to teach specifically at Logos? You would get better pay at a different school, I bet (even Christian ( ... )

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Re: Awww istra_chan March 16 2009, 15:06:49 UTC
No, I like that! That was encouraging. I was just getting depressed and ready to cry, 'cause I was like, "Ahg1 I'm failing at EVERYTHING." But ... that's right. (well, and because i'm so TIRED my brain isn't working so everything is like ... magnified. lol)

blinders .. right. *refocuses*

~Istra~

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