my friend donna's dad died. it's affected me. partly because i adore donna and i hate to see her in such pain, but it's also partly because i had hoped he would be my daddy too. donna and i have joked around that maybe we're sisters and the dad i've never known is actually her pops. i know that sounds silly and a childlike fantasy but there was ( Read more... )

Dis iss a shout out to my homeboy Dave. That figgua was a dukey muthuafucka and a brother banga and he wills be sorely missed. Aldoe I ain't nevuh mets him in persen, I knows from what Jiggy Char has tole me, and diss be the Cronkite, yo? Dave was a fly homeskillet shoulda than show and a true bruthuh and friendster. He weren't nevuh siamese or a ( Read more... )

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i'm tired.
very very tired.

i have no time for the things that are really important to me like im-ing my pals and role playing. instead i'm acting in shows and directing plays and being a teacher. phooey on real life.

i prefer the pretend one anyday.

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1. My lips get so chapped that I bleed like a fucking crack whore who has sucked entirely too much dick and has run out of carmex ( Read more... )

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I want to rip out my sinuses with a pair of needle nose pliars ( Read more... )

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