man, the year that we hung out consistently and danced and conversed and learned from each other was this huge revelation to me.
all i've needed in life was to be understood. and we understood each other. we all connected in this crazy way and even through the bullshit we sustained this family. we knew pain, not just juvenile sorrow over not being popular or trivial things like that. sincere fucking, heart-wrenching, i don't think i'm gonna live through this pain. and through that we were able to grow.
it's like the one period in my life that I have no regrets. i don't even regret running around your apartment naked. haha.
i'm a downer2plus2equals_5February 12 2005, 20:52:43 UTC
man i regret all of it.. one day jess says to me matt there's a difference between being ready to die and killing yourself. which is what i was doing. i will never get over that. i was so stupid and now i'm fucked up for life. and all of the other people that can still roll after what happened to me are fucking stupid too and they deserve whatever happens to them. people will never understand anything and it makes me so sad. . . .
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all i've needed in life was to be understood. and we understood each other. we all connected in this crazy way and even through the bullshit we sustained this family. we knew pain, not just juvenile sorrow over not being popular or trivial things like that. sincere fucking, heart-wrenching, i don't think i'm gonna live through this pain. and through that we were able to grow.
it's like the one period in my life that I have no regrets. i don't even regret running around your apartment naked. haha.
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