Breaking the Silence

[isushi]

Waking up in a foreign (yet familiar) bed to my own did not irk me this morning as much as how relaxed I felt upon opening my eyes somewhere other than home. Sunlight shot through the blinds and scorched life into my soul as I starred at the fan above blowing cool air on me as I lay wrapped in warm blankets

Comments

[diepunyhuman]

Ach! sounds like how my mother was to me a coupla years ago, with the physical abuse and whatnot.

I'm moving out in June. I wish I could scoop you away with me sometimes... it just feel like we'll never meet again. But at least you finally have someone who can love and appreciate you, and you know you're way better than the way your dad treats you.

[isushi]

One day soon my Jewish counterpart.

[brandx84]

hehe I knew a jew once, they had like 179 gold!

[diepunyhuman]

zomg gamer reference

[ipooki]

That seriously sucks about your dad. I don't know what I would do if I were in that situation. Overweight men shoving you... GAY! I can't believe you got kicked out. What the hell was that all about? Those people freakin followed you to the bathroom or something... GAY!

Anyway, it was fun having you there for the short period of time that you were there... At least you got a stamp on each wrist to prove that you were there. Anyhow, I carried on the traditon and shot that fucking thong right in Danny's face... I rule. Next time we will all rock on together.

p.s. those pics that I took of you guys in my room were really scary. I think I might email some of them to you.

[isushi]

I should of just went back into the next door bar and felt up on some rich asain girl for a drink. I know I don't drink but seeing how crappy that day felt, I think I would have. lol!

I still have your panties :O!

[ipooki]

So what are you going to do about the living situation with your dad? Are you going to try and move out or what?

[isushi]

I think I'm going to put up with it as long as I possibly can and finish school - try to work part time anywhere while going to school and save to get myself out of here... could be a year or more.

If I graduate by then, I'm not going to tell him, like he deserves to know, he doesn't even know my major. I'll just keep away act like I'm in school until I just leave one day. I intend to be way from home during his off days to try and avoid confrontation.

[bloomelfguild]

Im sorry richie i had no idea that happened. i dont know the situation really but whatever it was you're right he shouldnt physically hurt you ever. I havent talked to you or jerry in what seems like a LIFETIME but instead of sleeping at the train station you can always come here. Ill lend you my legolas pillow lol. Say hi to Brandon for me and i hope you guys have a fun valentines day. even though i dont really like fat babies in diapers shooting arrows... its still a fun holiday where you get to eat those little hearts with the sayings on them. Stay safe and healthy and i love you!

[isushi]

lol I love the icon! And thanks Kristy :) (legolas pillow and all :O!!!) I haven't seen you in too long *sob* - I hardly every go on AIM and I don't have a MySpace anymore either so it's like I dropped off the radar!!

I'll eat lots of candy for you!!

... and maybe throw it up, thats always in fashion. haha!

[brandx84]

If your dad ever does that again, i may not be able to contain myself. there is no reason to every do what his lame ass did. Despite what your jack-ass overweight, poor excuse for a father says, Your a great guy you have so much going for you and so many people who love you! Even if your "dad" ( and i use the term lightly) doesn't "love you" as he rubs it in your face with actions and words over and over. I do, and one day he'll understand the shit he put you through and will regret his inexcusable actions! You will have the last laugh, as least your making something of your life! A lot more than anyone could say for him, hell ask his father!

Anyway I guess my point is I'm always here. Any time of the day! I love you mucho!!! :) /kiss /slap /kiss

:) we have a new tool to fall in love with beating each other .. WoW hehe:)

[isushi]

WoW is laggy today... :\ ... keep getting logged out - I need to play with headphones blasted so I don't have to hear my father complaining about [ Insert Random Topic ] - or talking about Trucks.

[utsuse]

<3! Don't let all the bullshit get to you. Keep your chin up and keep doing your thing and things will get better. Perhaps working more toward moving out soon would be beneficial?

[isushi]

I totally agree - I miss ya!! Simchard ;)!