I'm so confused right now. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think. I have to get off this island now, but there is no where to go, I feel trapped. I want to run. I don't know what to do, what to think anymore... Damnit!!
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I keep hurting him... I don't want to hurt him anymore. I want to be with him, but I get scared... I'm not good enough for him...
Oh.. Kyo. I broke the mirror and the towel bar in the upstairs bathroom. I was pissed. Deal with it. I'll get a new one soon.