Post Forty-Eight::
I wanna go home...
Screened to Shiten:
... I did something stupid... I... I think I'm gunna get expelled from school... Osamu-sensei, he's gunna see if he can help me but... but I think it's too late.
I know I shouldn't have done it but I... saw red... I hit two boys. They were bullies and... I got mad. I think I hurt one of them pretty bad...
I'm with aniki right now... I don't wanna go back to my room, so I'm saying with aniki and Gin-san, just for tonight...
... I'm sorry...
Screened to Osamu-Sensei:
Thank you... Thank you so much... for helping me and... and for being there and listening... I'm sorry I never said anything before. But... I didn't want to... I... I'm glad you know now and... thanks for helping me with school...
But... if I have to go I will. Maybe I'll go back home? I miss home...
I owe you so much... All I can say is thank you though...
Private:
I feel terrible for doing that... I hurt those boys... Not worse than they hurt me but enough... I got mad when I saw them. They made me cry, made aniki and Shi-nii cry and... I wasn't gunna do anything. Maybe if I'd not seen them walking and looking so... so fucking SMUG I wouldn't have!
... It makes me mad even now... But I can't tell the school. They'll inform mom and dad and the police and the boys families and now... now I know their names... They're people now and it already makes it even more real and it makes me feel sick...
But... I got my revenge, right? I can move in now... I have to move on. They'll kick me out. I put a guy in hospital. I hit him with my racket... ... I broke it. I have others though... ummm... This wasn't supposed to happen...
Screened to Shiten:
... I did something stupid... I... I think I'm gunna get expelled from school... Osamu-sensei, he's gunna see if he can help me but... but I think it's too late.
I know I shouldn't have done it but I... saw red... I hit two boys. They were bullies and... I got mad. I think I hurt one of them pretty bad...
I'm with aniki right now... I don't wanna go back to my room, so I'm saying with aniki and Gin-san, just for tonight...
... I'm sorry...
Screened to Osamu-Sensei:
Thank you... Thank you so much... for helping me and... and for being there and listening... I'm sorry I never said anything before. But... I didn't want to... I... I'm glad you know now and... thanks for helping me with school...
But... if I have to go I will. Maybe I'll go back home? I miss home...
I owe you so much... All I can say is thank you though...
Private:
I feel terrible for doing that... I hurt those boys... Not worse than they hurt me but enough... I got mad when I saw them. They made me cry, made aniki and Shi-nii cry and... I wasn't gunna do anything. Maybe if I'd not seen them walking and looking so... so fucking SMUG I wouldn't have!
... It makes me mad even now... But I can't tell the school. They'll inform mom and dad and the police and the boys families and now... now I know their names... They're people now and it already makes it even more real and it makes me feel sick...
But... I got my revenge, right? I can move in now... I have to move on. They'll kick me out. I put a guy in hospital. I hit him with my racket... ... I broke it. I have others though... ummm... This wasn't supposed to happen...