Sometimes... I hate being a girl... What's the point? It's only good if you have a big brother who loves you and looks after you. But other than that... there's no point to it... DD
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I don't think that's true....You're young, but you are a beautiful girl.
I'm sorry you're not in a better mood. Would you like to go out to ice cream or something like that?
(ooc: He's taken a liking to Miyuki and he doesn't like seeing her sad XD He'll even take her to one of the super girly cake shops if she wants to go >D )
That... That's really sweet of you... :DD You're such a flatterer!
Heehee, you're really going to come aaaall the way down here to Chiba to cheer me up with ice cream? You're silly as well! But thanks for the offer, Sana-nii!
(ooc: He came close to making her cry with his comment, just so you know! But they were happy tears~ She likes him too! Says he's cuddly!)
... Maybe... Would you be against me coming to your school on Thursday to watch those matches you talked about in your journal? And to wish you a happy birthday? I think I'd like that more!
(ooc: Miyuki says he is and she should know, having cuddled him! hehe)
You know I felt like that once to~ I mean, plenty of people acknowledge me as Tachibanas little sister and I'm short too! But it's ok, Miyuki~ You do stand out! You are a great tennis player and you super fun to be around, and if people wont accept you it's because they're jealous.
Remember you're not alone, dear~ I'm always around if you need me.
I know... I'm just feeling down on myself today, I suppose... DD: It's nearing that time... I don't like it.
*HUG* I know I'm not alone too, I just sometimes feel like that... A little left out and not that important. Maybe I'm the one that's jealous... sometimes?
I hate myself like this... I know I do it... But I can't help it! I do it to spite myself sometimes... Like not coming this weekend. DD: But I don't think I'd be able to come... I want to, I really would! But I'd be bad tempered not even the cute puppies would make me feel better!
Thanks, An-neechan... I think I'll just go to bed soon, try forget everything and maybe wake up tomorrow in a better mood!
*HUGS* You're young, but you might still grow. You haven't hit your biggest growth spurt yet, so you might not end up all that short.
And you are not just my little sister. You are Chitose Miyuki, up-and-coming tennis star, beautiful young woman, and whatever else you want to be. You're just starting to carve out your own name, as we all have to do at some point. You have all the potential in the world, and you can be who and what ever you want to be.
I think we all get those feelings, where we're not quite sure who we really are or what we want to do, where we feel like everything in the world is moving on around us and we're just standing there, doing nothing but watch the world go by. Those feelings pass, especially when you make an effort and step out of your bubble to do something new or something fun.
*HUG* Thanks, aniki... :DD I don't think I'm gunna grow any more...
... Ok.. now I'm blushing... I'm being silly and you say all these nice things to me! Now I feel even more silly... DD:
I was just feeling down s'all, I feel a bit better today. But I think I should go look for something to do that's different... Something new and fun like you said!
You never know, Mi-chan. Mom told me once that she was itty-bitty up until her last year of high school. And while I know she isn't nearly as tall as me, she's not all that short, either.
Don't feel silly. We all have our moments. Heck, I still have moments like that myself. All you can do is face them.
Just...be safe. No drugs, no booze, no boys... You know. The usual big-brother stuff. ^^
She told me that too... I thought she was just trying to make me feel better!
I don't like 'em... They make me feel weird and I get the feeling everyone else looks at me weird because of them, or after them or something! DD: I know they don't but it's just how I feel.
... Awww... Anikiiii! You ruin all my fun! If I can't do any of that what's there left to do?? :P
I have a lot to say...but I think instead, I'm going to hunt you down and give you a hug. Sensei won't lecture because that's not what I think you need. I think you need a big hug and maybe you can talk to me about all that. You know your sensei will listen.
And...of course I get those feelings. I had a lot of those feeling just recently. I'm still having them now and then. But they are feelings that sometimes have to happen. But I'm here for you if you need me, Miyu-chan.
I won't. Because I know you already got a bunch of them. So instead, I have a hug with your name on it.
No. No they aren't nice feelings. But I promise that even when the really bad feelings happen, the good feelings will come back and they'll feel even better, because you know what the bad ones feel like.
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I fell like that a lot, believe it or not, but i don't recommend the way I fight that.
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How do you fight it?
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I sleep around. Not great since it doesn't really work long term, it's adictive and quite pointless.
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Oh... Oh no, if I even thought about doing something like that I know at least 10 people who would yell at me till my ears bled...
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I don't think that's true....You're young, but you are a beautiful girl.
I'm sorry you're not in a better mood. Would you like to go out to ice cream or something like that?
(ooc: He's taken a liking to Miyuki and he doesn't like seeing her sad XD He'll even take her to one of the super girly cake shops if she wants to go >D )
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Heehee, you're really going to come aaaall the way down here to Chiba to cheer me up with ice cream? You're silly as well! But thanks for the offer, Sana-nii!
(ooc: He came close to making her cry with his comment, just so you know! But they were happy tears~ She likes him too! Says he's cuddly!)
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It's only a 2 hour train ride, I don't mind.
(ooc: Awwww he says he's not cuddly :P but he would do whatever he can for his hug coach 8D )
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... Maybe... Would you be against me coming to your school on Thursday to watch those matches you talked about in your journal? And to wish you a happy birthday? I think I'd like that more!
(ooc: Miyuki says he is and she should know, having cuddled him! hehe)
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Remember you're not alone, dear~ I'm always around if you need me.
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It's nearing that time... I don't like it.
*HUG* I know I'm not alone too, I just sometimes feel like that... A little left out and not that important. Maybe I'm the one that's jealous... sometimes?
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Everyone feels like that sometimes, I do to..I know it isn't nice to feel that. Mmm, It depends of what you're jealous of~ But I don't think you are.
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Thanks, An-neechan... I think I'll just go to bed soon, try forget everything and maybe wake up tomorrow in a better mood!
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And you are not just my little sister. You are Chitose Miyuki, up-and-coming tennis star, beautiful young woman, and whatever else you want to be. You're just starting to carve out your own name, as we all have to do at some point. You have all the potential in the world, and you can be who and what ever you want to be.
I think we all get those feelings, where we're not quite sure who we really are or what we want to do, where we feel like everything in the world is moving on around us and we're just standing there, doing nothing but watch the world go by. Those feelings pass, especially when you make an effort and step out of your bubble to do something new or something fun.
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... Ok.. now I'm blushing... I'm being silly and you say all these nice things to me! Now I feel even more silly... DD:
I was just feeling down s'all, I feel a bit better today. But I think I should go look for something to do that's different... Something new and fun like you said!
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Don't feel silly. We all have our moments. Heck, I still have moments like that myself. All you can do is face them.
Just...be safe. No drugs, no booze, no boys... You know. The usual big-brother stuff. ^^
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I don't like 'em... They make me feel weird and I get the feeling everyone else looks at me weird because of them, or after them or something! DD: I know they don't but it's just how I feel.
... Awww... Anikiiii! You ruin all my fun! If I can't do any of that what's there left to do?? :P
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And...of course I get those feelings. I had a lot of those feeling just recently. I'm still having them now and then. But they are feelings that sometimes have to happen. But I'm here for you if you need me, Miyu-chan.
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They're not nice feelings... *HUG* I'm sorry you get feelings like that too.
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No. No they aren't nice feelings. But I promise that even when the really bad feelings happen, the good feelings will come back and they'll feel even better, because you know what the bad ones feel like.
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