SAT 09:51
The smarter you feel, the dumber you are. I think I’m getting dumber every day.
Fucking stupid bitch. How could I forget?
We’re not here to make friends. Every day I spend making friends and guarding the barricades is another day people are dying. Need to get my head out of my ass and think. Do something.
Loris thinks he’s got a lead on what’s going on, at least the start of one. Dunno if I trust him, but he seemed sincere enough last night.
Been stupid before, though. This wouldn’t be the last time.
Anyway. Some kinda thing they found that lured the draug in, okay. Now someone else is looking for it, and it doesn’t sound like they plan on just tossing it back into the sea. Which is what I would do if I found that kind of fucking cursed shit seriously what does anyone want with this stuff. Sounds like it’s gone for now, anyway. Not a lot to be done here except keep up with the zombies-like anyone can do that.
Hippies got some sort of wards set up, same as the church. If I was smarter and knew anything about that kind of shit I’d try to get some put up around the sheriff’s and the rest of town too. They’ve got ‘em on trees- maybe they run off Agartha? Some connection there?
I dunno.
Feeling shitty and stupid and I probably, I dunno.
Feel kinda bad for being mean to Loris, he’s not such an ass in person. Still. Stupid fucker.
Kinda mad at him. Mostly mad at myself. Ko’s still healing folks up but keeping steady here is like treading water in a pond full of sharks-there’s not a lot of other places the monsters are gonna go, they’ll catch up soon enough.
Gonna take the hammer and go out. Figure I can at least buy us some more time while smarter folks take the lead.
Maybe said smarter folks will even check their fucking messages I just want to be done here.