dont get squeamy squeamish

[it_doesnt_jump]

the other night when we went to the casino for dinner (it was a buffet, omfg i am so in love with those, they have like 38749298508472 desserts, and i ate like 38749298508471 of them), i went to the bathroom when id finished (and the fried fish, omfg it was sooooo good) and while i was in there, i came to a fairly strong conclusion that the girl in

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[charlizard]

Mmm, I've heard a uni friend throw up in the bathroom before. Not entirely pleasant. At all.

WHY DIDN'T YOU EAT THE LAST DESSERT?

Oh hah, I bought an insanely colourful jumper today. It's the coolest thing ever.

[it_doesnt_jump]

the problem with buffet desserts is that theres so many of them, and you just wanna try everything, but you wish they were all like bite size because you know if you DID try everything, you wouldnt be able to eat anything else (for like a week), hahaha. so i basically just took a bit of everything, and left whatever i didnt like all that much on my plate. major food wastage, i know, but they should seriously just make them smallerrrr. i mean, whos gonna wanna eat a whole entire slice of one type of cake when they could use the stomach space for like 5 different smaller types of cakes? yeah

[charlizard]

I feel like eating some yummy desserts. Alas, I have no sweet food in my house at the moment apart from chocolate bullets (not a liquorice fan really) and chocolate covered raisins and I've eaten too many of them already

[it_doesnt_jump]

dude, thats is.. so gross
ew
i was already gagging when you said licorice, but then you had to go and say raisins as well

cool! FOR THE 398275 TIME, I WANT A COLOURFUL JUMPER. FOR A FUCK. er.. BUCK.. LMFAO

i know.
the holidays are coming up soon.
im going surfing.. hahaa wooo
but only for 3 days!
im free after that!!!!! NO WORK!
well, i dooo have assignments due right after the hols, but hey.. when have i actually gotten anything done earlier than the day before
holidaysholidays

[lordiorotr]

Its scary how much I can relate to all that you just typed.
but I tried to not to do it in public. *embarassed*
but I did it out my car door once can you believe it!! sorry for the nasty sharing. I've been good for 2 years.

[it_doesnt_jump]

for real?
wow.
thats.. wow.
do nottt be sorry for sharing, man. im used to all kinds of nastiness.. haha
but.. wow
umm. good on you for being good now!
out the car door! jfjsla;g
im just incredibly intrigued now
i dont know why, but things like that really interest me
maybe its cuz i know that i would just never have the will to do it
if you dont mind me asking, how come you stopped? or maybe, how come you started?
you dont have to answer if you dont want
it is quite personal after all

[lordiorotr]

its been too long for me to care. you can ask anything you want. i guess I started for the typical reason of thinking i was fat. i was a dancer and i know that dancers are sterotyped with having eating disorders but honestly most don't!! anyway, i used school and dance classes at night as a way to starve myself because i didn't have the actual will for that. then when summer came i was like SHIT now i'm home all day what am i gonna do? so i tried throwing up but it wouldn't work. so i just kept trying until finally i could. and let me tell you, i never thought it would be like it was. it ended up going on for a year and a half and i stopped when my throat closed up and i almost choked to death on nothing. scared straight you might say.

[it_doesnt_jump]

ahh
oh man, now that youve given me permission to let loose with questions, i have like a million
did it actually help you to lose weight?
would you eat more because you knew you were going to throw it up anyway? or would it just be like a normal amount but you still felt fat??
and did anyone around you ever know/guess? or did you only tell them afterwards?? or have you never told them?
did you feel different once youd stopped? was it a relief? or did you still worry about getting fat?
my god i feel like an interviewer
tell me to stfu whenever you like

[wonderkid]

At first I was all YAY BUFFETS, because I really do love buffets, and when you're blessed (cursed?) with a high metabolism and someone offers to take you to a buffet, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO REFUSE. So here I was, right, thinking about delicious buffets and you mentioning the desserts and everything, and then. Then you totally GROSS ME OUT. THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU, AND I WILL NEVER EAT AT A BUFFET AGAIN! (Well, I say that now, but it will probably only last for a day or two. Still.)

[it_doesnt_jump]

LMFAO
well, my original title was going to be 'dont read this before breakfast'.. but i still did give a warning! with the squeamy squeamish thing.. or something, hahahah
BUT I KNOWWW, I LOVE BUFFETS SO MUCH!!
i mean, i dont even have that much of a high metabolism.. hahaaa, but i still luuuuurrrve themmm. probly a good thing i get lots of exercise.. heh
yes, vomit. grotttyyyyyyy
hahahaa XD

[liquidverve]

That's interesting and sad really. Interesting that she was hiding it when most people with eating disorders seem to want attention, but sad because she even has the disorder. :/

[it_doesnt_jump]

hmm, i would have thought that a lot of people with eating disorders would have wanted to hide it, mostly because theyre ashamed, especially with something like bulimia?
but then again, i wouldnt really know because ive never actually had one.. or known anyone who has
man, id never be able to do it.. i love food wayyyyy too much
it definitely is sad though.

[joolappa]

agh that's so... awful. I guess it's something you wouldn't want to be admitting to people...I dunno...

buffets rule!

[it_doesnt_jump]

yeah, i thought so too

YES THEY DO!