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some people aren't worth it. don't worry, it's none of the people on my friends list, nor do you know this person. it's safe to say that i can write this without the one person it is directed to ever reading it. something is keeping me awake even though i'm exhausted. i can't pinpoint it so i hope that writing will help me discover what's bothering me. one thing is certain though, it's hard for me to truly open up in a relationship and i tend to run away just when i sense a connection. but it's not that. i can't trust this person at all. i thought i could, but i just found out that i can't. from now on, there will be no effort on my part to have a relationship or even a friendship. plus, my friend karina told me that it'll happen if you both want it. it just does. i'm not pushing this person away because of my faults. he has "wrong" written all over him. we just don't understand each other. we're complete opposites. it's not right. not worth it.
too bad i have to face him everyday for the next four months.