ALl i have to say is..... August 1st...............

Summer's almost over...as much as i dont want to admit it... and you know what really makes me realize that.... i bought my books for fall semester today... URGH...

I wanna go to the beach....anyone wanna take me???????

Im starting to really not like the way things are going..this will make journal entry # 2 that ive had to write because im mad... i dont like being mad... it causes wrinkles... and at 19 years old i dont want or need them yet ( Read more... )

im pissed off... what pisses me off is this.....you close a door...behind that door is over a year of happieness...love...tears...and heartache...you close that door...lock it tight..and vow never to open it again...you slowly start to forget about all the pain that you went through..you date other people...you move on... youre happy again...the ( Read more... )

There is one person in my life that deserves to have a post all about them.... I am so lucky that i have someone in my life that cares so much about me to be there for me whenever i needed him... to always pick me up when i was down... who always knows what to say to make me smile when im at my worst....whos been just plain awesome ( Read more... )

I dont know about any of you.. but have you ever felt so horrible about treating someone (who was once so close to you)like complete and utter shit... its taken me until now to realize just how bad i hurt him..and just how awful i was to him... all he wanted was to be friends...and did i allow that??? NO....i do think about him from time to time... ( Read more... )

Steve got a job at my restaraunt... how cool is that? my best friend in the WHOLE wide world working side by side with me on a daily basis... totally rocks!

* this hug goes out to my hero... get some sleep hun!

My hero's coming home!!!!! can't wait til may.... MONTGOMERY MALL!!!!

My hero says that i need to write in here more...Can anyone tell me that at the age of 19 why life is suddenly so complicated? I should be out doing all the things that ppl my age are doing: Getting drunk and having lots of meaningless sex. Its just not me. I have no more than 3 weeks left of school this is known as "CRUNCH TIME"... i have so much ( Read more... )

I know its been forever since i last wrote anything in here... but my life has been one never ending day.... with the promotion at work i now work 50 hours a week. yea thats right i said 50! while still in school... 4 weeks and 2 days to go WOOOHOOOO! and on top of all that my personal life is a complete mess.. wait a minute personal life...what ( Read more... )