it has been almost a year since i have put any news up on this thing. and i have been home for a good time now. since june 7th. granted i di miss half of this year but all the better for it. it might sound actually insane to some. but after reading some of my last blogs, entries whateveru call it, i am amazed. about what you say? well i will tell ( Read more... )

well i got 7 days until sentecing day. and im can say that i have a peace about it. i have come to terms and realize that i am man enough to handle whatever in this life comes my way. and i have a new found love and respect for the people who have been there from day one until now and will be there even if i go. i have a heart full of gratitude to ( Read more... )

ok i got some shit to get out there and off my fucking chest. so much through the better part of this year i have walked alone. i will continue to do so. i have come to realize that just when one needs people places or things to get them up everyday, your already fucked. i used to think i needed someone or something to keep me going through this ( Read more... )

so whats been going on and where to start. this past week has sucked worst than anyone of my entire life thus far. i hate girls man. i just cant believe sometimes with a few drinks in some of you chicks how y'all can realy be. thats alright though after getting invited to a straight up "make out party" wednesday night, to going to hartford friday ( Read more... )

When you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

well where to start is the biggest problem i have right now with not updating for so long, not like anyoe really care what i have to say anyway. But school is bak up and going good. i started yestarday w/math at 8am which i have classes mondy through thursday at 8. so early but not my first choice of classes to take trust me, but when you dont pay ( Read more... )

first and foremost this entry is not one i recommend to anyone. if you dont like to here the truth about shit leave now, i am wasted and dont know how i am even typing right now so what im bout to say is gonna be nothing more than what the fuck has been on my mind about what the fuck is wrong with everything including myself. DONT FUCKING READ ( Read more... )

i am very upset the somebody i have been great friends with for such a long time is leaving tommorow, my good friend brian. honestly except for the past few months of just life happening i havent seen m,uch of himn lately and it all just hit me today. i am very sad. but i want to dedicate this entry to you skippy if you ever read it or not, but i ( Read more... )

well for those who dont know, im in some shit. i dont care to talk about it. most of you dont care to hear. secondly, getting out wasnt as great as i thought it was gonna be. welcome to depression. im just glad the rest of you have been having a good time. to all of you, have a nice life, i really wont be updating much anymore cause i wont be ( Read more... )

OMG, HOLY FUCKING SHIT. WHAT A SERIOULSY FUN FUCKING WEEK. this festival was the greatest event i have ever got to participate in. wow. i still cant even get over werything i just saw. it was all way too much to take in. but so incredible. the best vacation i have ever had, and seriouslyhas change me totally, and i am fine with that. this trip open ( Read more... )