shits not good, i fucking hate everything and alot of people right now. i dont got a lot of time cause im boutto be out, just got out of class. i havent slept in three days partly do to an awesome fucking weekedn that i took all my anger out on partying, a good but not wise avenue. but it was only a temporary satisfaction as everything in life is. ( Read more... )

life gets absolutely out of control sometimes. im scared, for the first time in a long time. im unsure about so much. confused everyday on what the hell im doing. slowly but surely it all just fades away. what i thought was real everytime has just been proved to be a waste. what i just give and give for come back to blow up in my face. relatioships ( Read more... )

"we there's something i got to say, to all the fools who fell for the first girl to come there way, i been down that road and now im back, siting on square one, trying to pick my self up where i started from ( Read more... )

besides needing to get a whole lot of shit done today. its my day off, thank God. i rerally was about three seconds away from stabbing somebody at work. i was about to flip out and totally lose it, cause i got fucked last week, and continued to get fucked all through the horrid weekend which lead to a double shift on easter sunday, to me almost ( Read more... )

so this is not gonna be nice, but who the fuck cares. i certainly dont give a shit about what you think. yeah isnt that nice? actually it is, for me. anyways lets get this ball rolling, i dont want to talk about my week or the fun cool crazy shit i do. i have fucking had it oh my God. i have tried time and time again. i have just did everything i ( Read more... )

"make up your mind, and i'll make up mine ( Read more... )

so good news everyone and for the last time than God, i will finally be purchasing an automobile but i just hvae to find one. finally enough cash on hand to walk buy and drive. get out, joe is onpoint right now and the day that chunky ass tax return check gets here is the day life changes instantly for me at least. well and for some others haha. ( Read more... )

wow where to really even start with whats been going on in the past none updating point of time till now. holy shit, man it has been crazy. like more than the normal shit i am used to. seriously i think it gets to a point where your having way too much fun. i dont what it is i am just happy for a couple moments of my life, or as my boys would sya a ( Read more... )

"i walked into a gun fight to kill you, to cut you so fast when your blood spilled it was still blue" oh shit, fucking phat em shit right there. but what is good everybody. im chillen, just relaxing before some work is needed to be done. me i havent been doing shit but waiting for thursday night to go and see Crossfade (gonna be a bad ass show) w/ ( Read more... )

hey there boys and girls, welcome to happiness. we thats at least what i can say cause i have been doing nothing but walking around not giving a fuck having the time of my life. what the hell have i been doing you ask. well i m glad you did, lets see dont remeber anything betwwen valentines day and fucking SHINEDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that ( Read more... )