well i want to wish everyone (except a few) lol, a very wonderful, happy, joyful, magical, peaceful, blessed chritsmas and holidays. i hope you all got what you asked santa for. me i made out alright and my christmas was awesome at the same time while very peaceful this year. i actually enjoyed my self and my family and friends company this year. ( Read more... )

i am begining to not understand shit about anything anymore and not one fucking thing makes sense at all. but it ok, you know why? i do, because i will stick to my new view on life which was working wonders for me but unti l i broke and strated to actually care, thats when my not caring system faield and horribly. but luckily enough for me i have ( Read more... )

so i officially will be attending MCC in the upcoming Spring semester. very cool. if you dont think so fuck you. but anyways i am very excited, happy, its the best thing right now that could be going for me, well except one, but will talk about that in a minute. three classes possible fourth, but i will be paying for them tommorow prolly with a ( Read more... )

what up y'all. i havent been updating recently but theres reasons. escpecially when you got what i got to say, you end up with problems or drama. but its all good cause i have not been having a good month and only getting worse so i figured why sit here and run of whats been going on like anybody cares. cause 1 well we all got problems and mine ( Read more... )

life is the biggest bitch in the world. i realized that walking through life is not as easy as i thought it was 2 years ago. shit constantly changes, shit just comes up out of nowhere, most sporratic and random shit all the fucking time. i swear that i live one of the most out of nowhere left field life of anyone i know,. man, me past week has just ( Read more... )

"tidal waves they rip right through, tears from eyes warn cold and sad, pick me up now i need you so bad, down......down......down.........down ( Read more... )

yup i think i have renewed my faith......for bumpers that is. i have been going down there a lot lately and so far, good times. im glad that my boy is working there now, actually a couple people i know are working there now but anywho just so fun. i was there most of my night last night and it was just awesome. like i think i have honestly missed ( Read more... )

ok first and foremost i forgot to mention i copped ems new shit on friday.... serious, the most crazy shit. thats why i will end up busting my ass for music. its really one of the things about me people must know. i love music, i live for it, been playing since i could remember, then to all about school band and shit for the longest. now its about ( Read more... )

because its literally the same shit different fucking week or two now. i dont even think about days, its just goes by weeks and for some reason i have so much to do thats important shit, but yet im still so busy in doing nothing. how do you like them apples bitches. anywho's really people i have been just fine and dandiness all over the freakin' ( Read more... )

im so glad that my drama is over and i have nothing to do with people crazy shit. i have disassiociated myself from that crap. and im happy, totally. my life is only getting better as the weeks go on. something else good just keeps happening to let me know things are going to be alright. i have just been trying to bust my ass and just keep doing me ( Read more... )