Well this cycle that Im in seems to be starting up again. I call it the cycle of Love. I dont love anyone. I dont plan to love anyone anytime soon. I just am having feelings for someone. This cycle pauses, but never completely stops. Im not sure if i want it to begin again. Im scared, i dont wanna get attached and its bothering me. But the feelings ( Read more... )

Well...this week has been a tough one. Alot's been happeneing and most of it is all confusing. Im going through a rough situation right now with my dad. Im realizing alot of shit and wanting to make some things up that Ive taken advantage of in the past. So yea this week has taken alot out of me. Work...yea dont even wanna go there. Thats a total ( Read more... )

Well lot has happened since I was sick. Um...ok I lied lol. Nm really. This weekend I had work of course lol. Then saturday morning my mom left for St. Louis for a whole week!!! yay! I got my nails done saturday and snuck out with Julia, and went to go get her hair cut and went to Agawam. Then today I went to confirmation class, breakfast, mall ( Read more... )

Well Im sitting here bored out of my mind, and really sick. This is the unlimate shittyness Ive felt in a long time. Ive had a fever for 3 days. Ive been coughing, throat is killing me, my whole body aches, dizzyness, and it hurts to relax. Im on this cough medicine that knocks me out and it taste like shit and my inhaler becuz my lungs have ( Read more... )

Hey there. Well this week has been ok. A couple ups and downs. School was boring. This weekend was good. Work was interesting the first night, then it was fun the 2nd. I had drum corps today which was fun. Um...Im not about to go into detail about my week/weekend cuz itd just be way too much to type so yea. bascially nothing is new and...um yea. I ( Read more... )

Well sunday was absolutly AWESOME!!! I met soo many new people. I made like 10 new friends going home from Drum corp. I am proud to say I am in the colorgaurd for the Springfield Targets Drum Corp. The colorguard mostly involves dancing, which is my specialty right? lol. I jumped right in. I was even teaching the people who were having trouble. I ( Read more... )

Well well well, sadly vacation is gonna be over... :cries: But I can recall what I did over vaca. Monday I slept over Kaity's. We went to the mall and got our hair done. I got it angled, layered, cut and got red highlights in it. She got hers cut and her eyebrows done. We spent like 4 hours in the salon, Master Cuts at the holyoke mall. It was def ( Read more... )

As I was laying on my bed this afternoon, thinking alot of things over, I came up with some stuff to help me be a happier and better person. Check it out if ya want, maybe they'll help you too ( Read more... )

Whew. Well I dont have to deal with teachers, homework, ppl I dont like, and the building of school for a whole week! YES! Work was tiring last night, I had no motivation. BUt I was bussing by myself and got the amount of money Im suppose to be getting! It's alot more work being the only busser, but the money is def worth what you work for. Ne way ( Read more... )

Well, my brother called today and he'll be home next weekend lol. So Sunday I'll be chillaxin with him. Took one of Kaity's boards home and I been messin with it ever since Saturday. I called my uncle about the tickets for Dave Matthews Band, and he's gonna contact his friend. Should be a great night. Report cards are Friday, April vacation is next ( Read more... )